"Lisa." I say sternly and I hear her breath waver. She doesn't say anything and it's pissing me off. "Lisa!"
"Yes Y/n." She replies back.
"I don't know if your brother is lying or not, so I'm going to ask you." I take in a deep breath. "Have you been sleeping with Namjoon?"
She doesn't reply. I close my eyes and let a tear trail down my cheek. "Yes." She says and my heart breaks.
"S-So, when you were telling me" I breathe. "That I should move on because he's a bad guy, it was just so you could go hook up with him?"
"No! I swear it's not like that Y/n!" I shake my head. "I didn't know that your mother passed away! I didn't know you were going through this I-"
"Because you were too busy fucking my ex boyfriend!" I scream into the phone and end the call. I feel strong arms wrap around me and I close my eyes.
If she's willing to mess with me like that then why wouldn't Jungkook do it too?
"It's okay.. baby it's okay." He says soothingly. I can't help it. My body slowly sinks to the floor and tears poor out of my eyes.
"Why would she do that to me! I thought she cared! I thought she would always be here for me!" I scream and Jungkook takes me in his arms.
"Everyone's leaving me! No one loves me! No one wants me!" I sob. My mother is gone, my father is gone. Namjoon left me. Now Lisa too?
I'm letting people in my life too easily, they're hurting me. All of them. I turn around to Jungkook and see him trying to comfort me.
Quickly I pull away from him and I know it's hurting him. I shake my head and stand up. He follows too.
"Baby, what's wrong?"
—
When she pulls away from me and stands up, I already know what's going to happen. I stand up too, acting oblivious.
"Baby, whats wrong?" I ask and her tears fall more.
"Everyone I've let into my life has hurt me somehow." She says and I shake my head.
"Y/n-"
"I don't want to get hurt anymore." She mutters our and my heart hurts.
"I'm not going anywhere! We can work this out" I say and walk towards her slowly. She walks back and I close my eyes for a short moment.
"You're exactly like everyone else!" She screams and pushes me away. "You're going to use me, and then throw me away!"
"I would never do that! I have never ever done something like that to anyone!" I search for her hands. She isn't looking at me and I know she doesn't believe me. "Look at me."
It takes a while but she slowly looks at me and I can see the hurt in her eyes. "I'm not Lisa, I'm not Namjoon or your mom or your dad. I'm here for you, I care about you and I'm not letting you go" I say clearly.
Her tears fall more and I can't stop myself, pulling her into a soft kiss. I wait for her to kiss back, it takes about 5 seconds but at least she does.
After our short kiss I grab her chin and she winces. "I'm not leaving you"
—
After the whole situation with Lisa and Jungkook I had fallen into a deep sleep. After about 3 hours of my nap, at 2 in the morning I woke up and Jungkook was right next to me.
I start to think about where he had gone and why he was drunk. Did he lose his job? Is something happening with him and Lisa? I pull my body over towards the bed side table and grab my phone.
9 calls from Lisa
23 messages from Lisa
1 voice mail
I sigh and check my phone
Lisa:
Y/n
I'm sorry
I was upset
I didn't know ur mom passed away
U should've told me
I didn't mean it
I was upset
Please answer
Y/n please
If you're not gonna answer me at least don't be mad at kook
He cares about u
And I do too
I was just so upset
I know it's no excuse
I know you hate me
And u have the right to
I just don't want u to hurt urself or push away my brother
He's a good guy
He's not me
Or Namjoon
Or anyone who's hurt u
I know I've lost ur trust but please text me so I know you're okay.
I sigh and check her voicemail.
"Y/n I'm so sorry." I hear her sniffle "I don't know why I did it, I was mad. But I regret it, I hate myself"
"I know you're going through shit and I wish I could be there for you." She pauses. "Just call me back please."
The voicemail ends and I don't know what to feel. Should I trust her? Ugh.
I quickly turn around when I hear Jungkook slightly moving. He looks so cute. I wait for him to open his eyes, but they stay closed.
I don't know how to feel. So much is happening, it's like everything just decided to come crashing down all at once. I don't know how to feel about Lisa, I'm grieving over my mother, Jungkook is apart of this mess somehow and I don't even know how? Namjoon is in my life once again, shit.
I get up and go to the kitchen, grabbing a glass and pouring some water. I try to take my mind off of things. But drinking water isn't really going to work.
I walk back up to my bed and slip under the covers, wrapping my arms around my boyfriend. He stirs slightly and pulls me closer to him. He's holding too tight and I can't really breathe.
Why does he have to have such big muscles? I sigh and grab his forearms and move them away from me. I see his eyes open and I stare into those beautiful black orbs.
"Hi" I say and he tiredly smiles.
"Hey." He teases and lazily poking my stomach.
"Ouch!" I breathe out. "Stop that"
He pretends to be in thought. "Mm no" he tickles me and I obnoxiously laugh. "Your breath stinks" he covers his nose and I roll my eyes.
"Okay, you smelt like alcohol before so don't come at me"
"About that.." he says lowly.
"Yeah. Why were you drunk?" I question and he just looks at me.
"My mother fired me"
YOU ARE READING
My Best Friend's Brother {Jungkook FF}
RomanceY/n has been scarred by her past. Lisa, her best friend gets her up and running after her breakup with the Love of her life.. she thought. Until she meets the well mannered young man, Jeon Jungkook, that changes her life
