Y/n has been scarred by her past. Lisa, her best friend gets her up and running after her breakup with the Love of her life.. she thought. Until she meets the well mannered young man, Jeon Jungkook, that changes her life
"What the fuck?" I say loudly, IU looks around us before climbing into the chair next to me. "Why would I have to do that?"
"Do you love her?"
I choke up "I-"
"Do you love her?" She repeats and I'm frozen.
Do I love Y/n? It's really only been 3 months. But 3 months of basically spending every day with each other, getting to know each other. Showing weaknesses, not that I've told her mine.
"I-I'm not sure" I stutter quietly.
"You would know if you loved her" she speaks and I sigh. "You don't love her because you haven't told her who you are. If you truly want to move on from those horrible times and be with her I suggest you tell her before she finds out another way." She gets out of her seat and proceeds to walk away.
I sigh and start thinking. Do I really want to risk everything I have with her? The amount of things that's going on now is risking our relationship. If I tell her that I fucked every girl in college how the hell will she be able to trust me?
I hid that side of me away for a reason, I'm not about to summon it again because of someone I hurt years ago. I'm not destroying what could be my future.
The plane just took off so I have plenty of time to catch up on my delayed sleep. I close my eyes again, shifting in my bed and quickly letting sleep take over me.
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I woke early, like 3 in the morning early. I don't want to wake up looking like a rat when Jungkook walks in. My house is a mess and so am I.
So much shit is clouding my mind that I have no space to focus on the things that actually help me, my job, my friends, my whole life to be honest.
I've just been sitting in my bed procrastinating over things and it's making me stressed. Jungkook is coming back later in the morning and I literally have no one but him. And we're having complications.
Lisa isn't here, my mother was never there, my dad's gone. There is nothing I can do other than let this break me down slowly.
I get a message from Jungkook?
Jk: Hey I'm coming over later Stupid meeting that's early in the morning I know you're sleeping I just want to give a heads up. Have a good rest baby!
I text back.
My girlfriend ❤️: I'm up That's okay I'll see you later I miss you 👋
I don't really know what else to say. I guess I just have to wait for him to show up in a few hours.
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I'm at her front door, flowers and my gift in my hands. Knocking slowly, it takes a while for her to open the door.
Her hair is messy and she has a jumper and pyjama pants on, I'm laughing at how cute she looks; tired.
"I missed you" I say and pull her in to a strong hug. Her arms wrap around my waist and she sighs into my chest. "I got you something"
"I look like a rat I'm sorry, I fell asleep" She looks up at me and releases our hug. "Can I see it?" She giggles quietly, I thought she would be mad.
"Of coarse" I walk through the door, sitting on her couch. I hand her a box and the flowers. I get nervous as I see her open the box.
"It's beautiful, Jungkook"
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"Thank you" She says lowly, she's about to cry.
"Don't cry" I tell her, bringing her into another hug. " I still need to explain myself"
"IU-
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Like mate, stop procrastinating 🤘🤘
Shorter chapter from now on! Hope you don't mind lmao.
