My Tsundere Husband

Is this love?

I can hear his heartbeat and i feel a warm sensation inside my heart. Is this love? I thought. As everyone leaves the wedding reception. Darren leans in to kiss me but then stopped and went outside. I had the chance there. I was wrong when i thought this is love. Love is where one doesn't leave the other. I walk out the chapel behind Darren and told him we should act like a lovely couple. He agreed and held my hand as we leave. Photographers crowd us and take photos of us to put on Magazines. Someone comes running in and knocks me over and Darren catches me. This awkward silence. I see Yuna pull Darren away from me and tries to seduce him. As i get up everyone suspects that Yuna was the one who sent someone to knock me over.
"Bitch, this is all your fault" called out Yuna.
The security take her away.

I'm back at Darren's house and i get ready for bed. I don't care if Darren doesn't fall for me. I will find one who will love me and i love back. I get a text from my mum and it says 'How are things going with Darren?' How should i respond to this sort of question? I finally respond with 'Good' but i also felt guilty for lying about it. I don't feel guilty for not liking him, i felt guilty for saying everything is ok between us. I hate lying to the people around me about my relationships but i feel i need to, in order to keep everything ok. I onced had a friend who had a husband who didn't love her until one day, she decided she got too fed up of him and divorced him. I wonder how she is now. We aren't seeing each other anymore because she moved away and had his child. The maid comes in and tells me that dinner is ready. I go downstairs and i don't see Darren but i'm happy. I have my dinner and go to the kitchen to wash my dishes up. The maids stop me and say
"Miss, let us do it. If Master finds you doing any choirs, we would all be fired"
I was so angry and i promised i will not let Darren do anything to them. They insisted they wash the dishes so i just let them and went to my room. He's too overprotective, that's one quality i don't like from a man.