WRONG NUMBER (xxxtentacion love story)

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She will be wearing this outfit today in the book^^^🥵❤️)

Never get too attached
Because people wake up with
Different feelings everyday..
-1Hakz_

I woke up to food on my hospital bed, the nurse must've came and brought it to me.

I look to my side and I see jahseh on his phone talking to someone, he didn't even realize I was up so I just stood still and closed my eyes so I can hear and see who he was talking to, my god india get out his business.. ITS NOT YOUR BUSINESS.. but it wouldn't hurt just to know at least if it's a girl or a boy.

I kept listening until I heard him say Geneva's name and that's when I shot up.

"Oh wassup India" jahseh says, I just stare at him like I was about to rip his head off

"What's wrong with you?"

"You... and your phone..." I said looking down at his phone that he was holding.... still on the phone with geneva.

"Oh my bad I didn't know I was talking that loud" he said hanging up

"You wasn't but the name geneva irritates me and you kept saying her name so you must've been on the phone with her"

"I was but I didn't know you were listening that hard" he said getting up and getting his stuff

"I wasn't.... where are you going?"

"Back to the hotel we going to see the Statue of Liberty"

"Oh well I'm going too, I get out in like 30 mins"
"Just let me get dressed"

"Fine I'll be out in the lobby"

"Why the lobby?" "You don't want to help me get dressed, I'm still kinda weak you know"

"Fine India" I just looked at him because he was acting weird as hell and I didn't like it

I took off my clothes and went to the bathroom to take a lil shower then I got out brushed my teeth and went to put on my clothes, when I was done I walked back out into my room to see him smiling at his phone then I heard geneva talking.

"I'm ready" I say since my soul was irritated

"Alright let's go"

We walked to his car and he helped me in but I slammed the door before he can close it.

"Yo what the hell wrong with you india, you know this isn't my car right?"

"I don't give a fuck, drive!" He stared at me like he was about to punch the fuck outta me and i was scared.

"I don't know who the fuck you think you talking to india I'll beat your ass"

"You ain't gon do shit, shut up and drive nigga"

"Say I won't "

"X DRIVE!"

He gripped my neck hard that I could barely breathe I was unable to talk or think straight all I could think was why do he keep doing me like this?

He let go and looked straight ahead but I could still see him, his eyes were black... I never seen him like this before... it scared me but I wasn't gonna sit in this car with him.. fuck dat!

I opened the car door and jah looked at me like I was crazy.

"Close my fucking door India"

"No! I'm fucking tired of you! WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!?"

He just looked at me and sped up a little to the point where I fell out the car and bitch I was rolling.

When i looked up all I saw was jahseh speeding off, I couldn't believe that he would do that to me all I could do was cry and catch a cab back to the hotel.

When I got to the hotel everybody was outside and then they turned to look at me, I was scratched up with a couple of bruises on me from me falling out the car and I'm pretty sure I was bleeding somewhere and oh I have a purple ring around my neck from jahseh.

Milan and ash ran up to me.

"Omg baby are you ok?" Milan said looking me up and down in shock

"I'm fine I just need to get some water that's all"

"Hell no you don't, who the fuck did this to you?"

"I fell out of a car" I say truthfully

"How the hell did you fall out of a car?" Ash says

"The door was open and the driver sped up and I fell boom!" I said walking away

"WHO WAS THE DRIVER?!" Lani says running behind me

"I FORGOT" Milan turned me around to face her

"Hey it's ok you don't have to tell me but I hope you tell me soon" I nod

i walk away as quickly as possible so i won't have to go thru any more questions about the accident,  i just wanted to take a long shower and go to sleep, i just didn't want to have to see jahseh

I really don't think i can forgive him for what he did to me, i mean that was messed up but who knows i probably will forgive him knowing me.

I just took a shower then i got into bed to take a nap because i really didn't feel like going to that trip, i would have probably saw jah and lord knows i don't want to see him...EVER! but i know i will see him eventually..most likely to see him later today or tomorrow.

I do know that i will forgive him.. its just i think i actually love him but everything just always goes wrong.. if it isn't with his medication its with geneva if it isn't with geneva it's him cheating but he couldn't cheat on me because we're not together its more like him sleeping with girls every other day...

I just hope he gets his act together and actually see that i love and care about him.. but for now i know he's still going to be jah and jah is like that so i just have to get used to i guess but i don't wanna wait for him forever... but just a little while longer

but for now im gonna go to sleep....