WRONG NUMBER (xxxtentacion love story)

I need to vent

Guysss i'm all fucked up and i need someone to talk to...

sooo basically i had a boyfriend, we were really good but like weeks into the 'relationship' he starts not texting back and hanging up randomly on facetime and calls sooo one week i got tired of it and i broke up with him...

The next day.. his girlfriend texts me... yes i know girlfriend? Yall he had a whole girlfriend while he was dating me...

Anyways she texted me talking bout .....

'Do you date *insert guy name*' soo i was like No

'When did yall break up?' This was really weird to me... for a random girl to be texting asking me this stuff but anyways i was like, 'Like yesterday'

Then this is what shocked me bruh 

"Oh well im his girlfriend and i just wanted to know'

so i was like, i know this nigga didnt find somebody that fucking quick.. soooo me being me, im nosey as hell i was like 'Oh reallyyy?? when did yall start datin?'

'In november' Sooo i was like this nigga played me?? AND HER?? nu uh.

Lets fast forward some time of me and her talkin bout it.... imma call the nigga dwayne... sooo i call dwayne and im like soo you was playing me?

Tell me why this nigga was like huh who is you? LMFAOOO, he played this shit for abt 10 minutes, just me and him going back and forth  about him acting like he cant remember.. soo i hang up and like 2 minutes later he calls back and is like 

'Im sorry i had to act like i didn't know you' i was like what? .... is the bitch there? anyways we having a whole convo like we friends then he like 'can you stop texting my girlfriend' Now that got me heated cuz first off she texted me and i wasn't bout to just not answer? and i still like dwayne so him calling her his 'girlfriend' got me mad. ANYWAYS WE HAD A WHOLE FUCKING ARGUMENT AND THEN THIS PETTY NIGGA IS LIKE "OH SHE THICKER AND CUTER THAN YOU" like nigga ;/ who tf says that shit?? so im like i know she thicker than me cause yall im skinny as hell but the girl is not cuter... i mean she cute but not CUTER THAN ME! OK BITCH..OK.

anyways i end up hanging up on him cause i didnt want to start yelling in family dollar...since i was there.

Now we don called eachother a couple of times after the situation but its only been when im at my friends house cuz then im lit and im not thinking about arguing or what happened...

But yall... these past 2 weeks has been hell for me....... i just cant stop thinking about him and its annoying and its not like that i fucking hate him type of thought its that omg i love him and shit like that... everytime i think of him my stomach gets this weird feeling my heart is pounding and im just blushing non stop ... UGH! 

I fucking go to sleep thinking of him, I wake up thinking about him, im serious yall i really do be thinking of his ass soon as i go to sleep and as soon as i wake up, he the first fucking thing on my mind.

EVEN MY DREAMS ARE ABOUT HIM!

He was my first love yall.. but i just know that im not his and that he dont think of me like that.. and it just fucking tears me to pieces. 

I'm just trying to get over him, knowing that he did that bullshit

I SHOULD NOT LOVE HIM OR THINK ABOUT HIM THIS MUCH!

*sighs and face palms*

Can yall please just inbox me or comment and talk to me.... i just need someone to talk to about it.