I'm Waiting, Hyung.

Chapter 18 part 2: Seven

V POV

Huh? I turned around to see a car in a halt, lights were on and the car was still running as I could hear the engine.

"Oh my god... Oh my god... I'm sorry.. I...I." A lady comes out of her car with such frightened expression. Why are you getting out of your car? What are you sorry for. ..Why are you... I slowly glance, glance at body that shouldn't have laid there.

My heart sank. My body shivered. I felt numb.I felt blood rushing up to my head as I began to feel dizzy. My vision began to blur as if I just ran a marathon without stopping. Everything around me was cold, but my whole body was heating up, I could even felt sweat pouring out of me.

No.no.no.no.no.no. please, no.. I felt my whole expression twisted in fear and sadness. I didn't want to believe what was in front of me..

Help..This can't be happening...No.. I couldn't look away.. couldn't look away from him.

This... This can't be real....This is a lie. I couldn't at all.

There were so much blood, so much blood spilled on the floor. I've never seen so much blood... My vision begins to focus on the body, but I couldn't move a muscle, I was scared...I wanted to believe that this was just a nightmare, that everything that happened today was not real. That, the person who I love wasn't lying there. Still. cold. frozen. lifeless...

"Jin Hyung..." He laid there. He wasn't moving at all as he continue to lay on his own pool of blood...

"Jin Hyung...hey..stand up.." I could hear my voice quiver in fear. This can't be happening.. it can't..

"Please God, don't do this.... Don't." I got up on my knees, crawled towards him, but soon stopped to see his face very clearly. They were covered in blood, they weren't smiling, his eyes weren't open. His eyes were just closed. Close as if he's sleeping.

"HYUNG!!! " I ran towards Jin Hyung and grabbed him, He was heavy, he wasn't light like before.

Tears poured out of my eyes, I was crying like I've never done before, I couldn't feel anything but my heart aching in the most agonizing way, it was hurting a lot more than when I was in the bathroom. It was torturing me , my head felt like it was going to explode and as If thousands of people were stabbing my wound over and over again.

I couldn't see anything, because it was blurred out with my tears that couldn't stop pouring out. I held onto him, afraid that if I let go of him he would be gone forever.

"Hyung.. please! open your eyes! I'm here! please!" I couldn't stop shouting even though my throat was beginning to hurt. I kept on screaming hoping he would hear me and reach out for me, but nothing, he laid there lifeless.

I bolted my head up to see the lady still standing there, she looked so scared, but I was more scared of her. I began to yell, afraid If I don't do anything. I would lose him. forever.

"Help.. Help me. call 911! HURRY CALL 911 PLEASE!!!" Without hesitation she went inside her car and took out her phone as she begins calling for help.

I buried my face on Jin Hyungs chest, listening to his heart, feeling his pulse. They were beating.. they were beating distantly. I couldn't hear him breathe anymore. More tears came out,but then again they never stopped.

I hugged him tighter than ever, and soon felt my clothes soaked with his blood, but that didn't even come across my mind cause all I could think about was Jin Hyung.

I looked down to see him in my arms.

His eyes were closed, his mouth was slightly opened, I could see tears in his eyes, but his face was covered in blood. His clothes were ripped and his legs and arms were broken. He wasn't moving, He wasn't reaching out for me, He wasn't smiling, and I couldn't hear his voice anymore.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, my heart is hurting. Please save me! someone save Jin Hyung! I can't lose him, I can't-I can't live without him! Please Jin Hyung, don't leave me. Don't leave...

" V?.." I look up to see Jungkook and Jimin.

My eyes widen and I could feel my heart tearing up even more to see their expression twisted in fear.

I began yelling their names, asking them for help as my arms around Jin Hyung grew tighter and tighter.

Jungkook ran towards me with full speed and instantly held onto Jin Hyung just like me. I could hear him crying.

"Hyung.. no.no..no" I could see Jungkook shaking.

"This can't be happening... this can't..." He grabbed me by the shirt and looked at me with anger and fear in his eyes.

" WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!?!" I couldn't answer him.

Jimin yelled for the others and I could see Jhope running towards us with alarm in his eyes, he even tripped, but he got up right away desperately reaching to us, behind him I could see Jimin running as well. Rm and Suga coming out of the convenience store dropping their bag in panic of the scene they just witnessed , running towards us, afraid that if they get to us too late, it would be over.

All of us surrounded Jin Hyung. Waking him up, wanting him to open his eyes, calling him, we were all so desperate. Jungkook and Jimin held on Jin hyung, but the rest fell on the floor crying and sitting there in fear as they realized that Jin Hyung wasn't waking up at all. Soon enough our managers showed up carrying nothing but discomfort and sadness in their eyes.

Ambulance came around the corner, and even though everything around us was quiet, even with the members present around Jin hyung, the time in his heart wasn't ticking anymore and his warmth left us.

At this point I wished nothing but to have carried him on my back, when our members were waiting for us with a smile.