I'm Waiting, Hyung.

Chapter 20 part 1: I miss you so much..

V POV

It's been a month now and not a single day did we not go to the Hospital where my Hyung continues to sleep... I couldn't miss it considering every single day, Jin Hyung flooded my head with memories and fear.

Lately I've been feeling really numb.. I was sad for almost the entire month, and I never understood how sad I could be.. How greatly affected I am. I didn't tell or hint anything to my members at all.. for some reason I decided to keep all this pain and numbness I was feeling and bottled it up. I can tell how much it was breaking me everyday, but I chose to ignore it.

I miss him.. I really miss him...

There would be times where I lie awake at night... crying, hoping Jin Hyung would wake up and come back to the dorm where I could hug him, talk to him, laugh with him, cry with him... Be with him... Touch him...But I couldn't. 

"Taehyung, Come on" I grabbed the bag that sits on the kitchen counter as I rush towards my members who were getting ready to go.. ready to go see their hyung again. Asleep. 

"I'm coming" I left the dorm and once again, I had an empty heart with me to bring along. 

Although I love all of my fans outside there to greet us, but I was starting to get annoyed the fact that they are always outside our dorm, waiting for us to come out so that they can see us, touch us, perhaps talk to us. I honestly don't mind seeing my fans and talking to them... But all of us members knew that we all wanted to not be bothered right now...It hurts to know that one member was missing...

" Oppa! Wait! Please!" not now...

"Jin Oppa! please!" I turned around to see a young girl whose hair was in a pigtail. What the hell?...

"Oppa! Please give this to Jin oppa! I made it! Please!" Although we weren't supposed to take anything from our army's...I couldn't walk away and ignore her for some reason. 

She was crying, her eyes were puffy, and her face was red. I even saw her hands covered with bruises.. Why is she crying? What happened to her?

"Oppa, please! Jin Oppa is my hero! he's someone I look up to! after hearing what happened to him, I couldn't stop crying and was worried sick! Please take this to him! Please!" I told my guard to let me pass, but he also made sure that no other army could touch me. I reached out for her.

" Oppa, He will get better. I know he's fighting! So please keep fighting for him as well! I love you guys so much" She smiled through her grieving eyes.

...I couldn't reject this one, Not this one.

I took the bag she held out for me, and she smiled, as she slowly relax and thanked me. I left and went straight to the van where I held the bag closely to me. Biting my lips as I stop myself from crying, my heart was aching to know that someone out there is also suffering...Hyung you really are loved.. 

We drove away and left our fans to see Jin Hyung.

Reaching our destination we immediately went inside the room to greet our Hyung. 

Yoongi went and grab the vase where he changed the water and the flower with a brand new one, Jungkook opened the curtain to let the sunshine shine through the room, While Jimin, Jhope and Rm cleaned the room for a little bit. 

I made my way to Jin Hyung, where I gave him a peck of kiss at his forehead..He's warm.. I grabbed a chair and sat where I usually sat which is in front of him. Grabbing a hold of his hand I greeted him as always.