I'm Waiting, Hyung.

Chapter 20 (Ending): Ontario Wildflowers

It's been a week now since Jin Hyung woke up. He was finally able to leave the Hospital and come home with us...Come home with us... something I've been wanting to hear since 2 months ago.

"Jin Hyung, are u sure you don't need help?" I held him by his hips as he tries to stand up.

" Yeah, I can handle it V. Thanks" He smiles at me as he held on my shoulders and I just couldn't help but feel a great comforting warmth filled me up inside as he smiles and touches me. 

Jin Hyung has been exercising, training his feet to walk again, getting his arms the way they were considering he hasn't move them for 2 months. Must be painful, but also relieving...

 We made our way back to the van where the other members carried Jin Hyung stuff while I hold on to him making sure he won't fall and hurt himself, and not surprisingly Army were outside waiting for us with a sign saying " Welcome back Jin Oppa!" or " We miss u Jin oppa!" and so on. 

"Woah look at that, I'm greeted with such lovely people." Jin says as he smiles and waves at them. 

Army made space for us to get through the van as they take pictures, waved at us, wave their board at Jin Hyung and screamed for him to get well, that they miss him, that they are happy that worldwide handsome is back. I could tell Jin Hyung was getting teary eye, but he smiled at them and gave them his blow kiss as always. 

Getting on the van, we left the Army who continues to cheer for us in the back. I gently helped him sit and buckled him up as he pats me as a way to say thanks. I sat beside him of course. 

" Noona, I heard that our director talked to the Army regarding about the lady that accidently ran me over....weird saying that... but is everything solved now? Is the lady okay?" Jin said with full concern while before I felt anger towards the lady.

I'm not surprised that Jin Hyung is worried about that lady, He is kind after all that's why he is so loved. 

"Yes, don't worry Jin. The director did inform the people to leave the lady alone as to respect her, Bts and you. Anyone who tries to trespass her property again will be charged. " 

" But we also had to punish her for how irresponsible she was when driving. It was found that she was doing her makeup when driving. She won't be driving for 3 months as a penalty." she concluded leaving Jin speechless.  

" It was my fault as well though..." he mumbled. I sat there looking straight ahead holding his hand as I wanted nothing more right now but to go home with Jin Hyung. 

We were finally home...

"Hyung, here's some soup to warm you up" I opened the door through his room to see him sitting there refreshed from out of the shower. 

"Ah, thanks V!" I walk towards him and grabbed the hair dryer. I look down to see his hair still wet.

"Here I'll help you dry your hair, Hyung." I said calmly. 

"Ah, thanks VV" He sat still while he eats his soup that I made for him, and fun fact Suga said he should have made it instead... Sorry hyung, but I wanted to make this soup for the person I love... It was my first time making a food for someone that I didn't need anyone to help me with. 

As I dry his hair I could feel the softness brush through my fingertip leaving me a in a blaze of heaven, not to mention the scent I smell all the time whenever he's around was comforting me as always. He smells really good.

I turned off the blower and set it down as I began brushing his hair, then I realized how he wasn't moving anymore...

"Hyung... Are you okay?" He wasn't moving at all. 

Fear got to me again and all the feelings that I felt suddenly came back. Panicking I quickly look at his face to see what was happening.... Oh... holy shit that scared me. Jesus Christ..

Jin Hyung ended up falling asleep on my chest, I was so scared to the point I wasn't thinking at all about checking whether he was still breathing... I felt stupid. 

"Hyung you scared me... Jeez" Sitting back with relief, I sat there as I notice how he finished the soup... As I recall the soup didn't taste that good... He still finished it though hehe.

Sitting there in silence I could hear my members outside chatting as always. Everything was fixing up. The lady who ran over Jin Hyung by accident was being punished for how irresponsible she was of driving, but the director made sure that no one would harm the lady for it wasn't right, surprisingly many of the Army agreed to it since it was what BTS  wanted. 

I sighed in relief to realize everything was slowly getting better... How long has it been since everything happened... Jungkook straining his legs...me thinking Jin Hyung actually accepted Jungkook's love... me avoiding them causing my members to worry...Almost getting into a physical fight with Jungkook... and of course the incident with Jin Hyung... So much things happened. 

I look down to see my Hyung sleeping on my chest peacefully, I smiled and decided to wrap my arms around him as I felt how soft, comfy, warm and how good he smells, I was overcome with happiness. 

I gently put my hands on his face carefully not wanting to wake him up. I couldn't handle it anymore, I couldn't hide my love for him anymore, I want to show it, I want him to know already. I lowered my back and slowly moved towards him where I could feel his warm breathing on my face. 

I kissed him. 

Our lips brushed together as I felt a tingly feeling all over me. I felt the most warmest feeling I could possibly feel, I felt excitement, happiness, joy, completeness, perfection all at the same time. Everything around me stopped moving and all I could focus on was his soft, plum and wet lips on mine. 

I know for sure that Jin Hyung is not ready to know my love for him yet, and I'm not sure how well he will take it and if he will love me the same... But I do know for sure that I have a chance. 

"V..." He mumbled as he smiles

I kissed him again, hugged him then whispered into his ear. 

"I love you so much..but know that..."

..and will always will

"I'm waiting hyung."