I'm Waiting, Hyung.

Chapter 20 part 2: Ring, Ring, Ring

V POV

"Wake up, V! Wake up!.... Dude don't make me pour cold water all over you! Come on!"  Jin Hyung, Is that you?...

"Happy Birthday, VV!!!" Jin Hyung...

"You're my superstar." What's going on?

"What are you doing to someone else's girl!?.... HAHAHA" That's the day we pretend to fight over a girl?...what's going on?

"You've changed. Everyone my V has changed" Why am I remembering this?

"Jungkook, Always works hard on helping me" Hyung, that day I was really jealous, but I hope you didn't notice it...

"Stay still, because it's embarrassing for me to do this.." You were giving the members a hug, but honestly I wish I was the only one.. So instead I gave you the biggest hug than the rest of the member, Hyung. 

"I love you guys so much, especially V whose birthday is tomorrow." Ah... I was really happy during that time, I didn't show it Hyung, but I was really happy... I wanted to tell you that I love you too, but.....

I swiftly opened my eyes as the sun shine gleamed at them causing me to close them again then moving around the bed I have come to realize that it's already morning, It's 8:00 am. Moving my body to face front,  I found myself staring at the roof again. 

I slowly sat up and saw how messy my room has become. I haven't been cleaning for awhile now, not just because I was tired all the time but because I just wasn't up to it.

 I rubbed my forehead as my head started to ache, Trying to force myself out of the bed, instead I sat there on my bed with my bare feet touching the cold floor staring at the floor feeling no emotion on my face at all, but to realize that my head wasn't the one aching...

 I couldn't contain the pain anymore. Biting my lip, closing my eyes, I began crying quietly as to realize I was dreaming about my memories with him once again.. to realize once again that Jin Hyung wasn't with me for another day. 

Getting up from my bed, I suddenly slipped and landed face down to the ground.

Wow, even God is telling me to quit crying... What a way to start a morning.....

Finally getting out of the room I find the others in the living room watching Tv as always, while Suga and Jungkook was in the kitchen cooking our breakfast. 

"VV! you're awake! Good! help your Jin Hyung here!" ....Shit, Here we go again...I need to stop remembering him. 

Thud! 

" Taehyung... What the hell are you doing?" Suga said, while Jimin and the others burst out laughing.

.....Sighhhh, Now God drove me to hit a wall with MY FACE AGAIN! I get it! I Get it! I'll stop thinking about him..

"Shut up you motherfuckers.." I pushed myself away from the wall as I kicked it as well finally making my way to the kitchen to grab a snack.

"V we're about to have breakfast, Don't eat too much." Jungkook said as he pats me in the back.

I nodded and went to sit down with the others as we watch the news. 

"Car accident....highway....3 died...5 injured...moving on..." It was the usual news that was being broadcasted, nothing different, nothing happy but only tragedy.  What a sucky world we live in, honestly...

"Now moving on,  tons of Army were found outside the suspects house demanding for justice... yes it's still going on even after 2 months has passed." ....

" We demand Justice for Jin Oppa!.."

"This isn't fair! why is that lady not in jail!..."

"We should be charging her..."

"She should go to jail!..." 

All of us were quiet now, watching immensely at the riot situation of the Army's that they were causing. I honestly didn't know how to react, to either be happy or to be disappointed... then again it didn't really matter. 

" Wow, Is it just me or do I feel bad for the lady who's going through this." Jhope snap at the silence of the room.

" No... you're not Jhope." Jimin says next.

" I'm pretty sure Jin Hyung would be disappointed at the Army if he sees this." and with that claim that Rm pointed out, the room was silent once again. 

The Tv suddenly went dark.

"What the-" I jumped, looked behind me to see Suga with the remote in his hand. 

"To early to be a drama queens fuckers. Come on. Breakfast is ready." Suga gently throws the remote on the couch.

Everyone stared at each other for a few seconds but eventually we all stood up, not one disagreed with what he said. No one wanted to cry right now.. You could say we were just tired and was afraid that we might really run out of tears. It might have been too late for me though.

"OHOHO! I see you two! cooking like real chef huh!" Jhope compliments them as he rubs both of his hands together.

"Damn , that looks good." Jimin and Rm mumbles. 

We all sat down and thanked Suga and Jungkook with their loving cooking that they made for us, everyone then digged in and began eating, so we could get ready to leave again. 

God... How long do we have to wait.

"V,you got it?" I nodded as the members put all their plates in the sink for me to wash.

"yeah, hyung I got. Just get ready." 

I grabbed the plates and began washing them, scrubbing them, rinsing them off and completely drying them off, and with that I patted myself on the shoulder to see how clean and shiny they are. Who said V can't wash dishes.....well no one did but.. whatever! I'm proud at myself right now, hehee.

Putting down the small towel that I used to dry the dishes with, I began to realize that if Jin Hyung was here he would have told me how proud he was, he would be teasing me by calling me a dishwasher and how he would be patting me over and over in the back until it hurts. I smiled and realize how much I missed him again, how I would want him to pat me again even if they hurt. 

Ring Ring!!

I looked over my shoulder to see my phone lit up. Wiping my hands on my pants I took my phone and read the name across it. My heart sank. Everything stopped moving. My heart began to race and thoughts flooded across my head causing my heart to ache even more. My body were getting tense up, my hands, arms, legs, feet, neck, shoulders and even my eyes weren't relaxed at all. These thoughts I was having, and the sign that was showing me wasn't nice, they were not nice at all. 

I was scared. I was really scared. I didn't know what to do....