I stood In front of her with tears in my eyes as she looked me in my face. "So..what do you want?" I asked breaking the silence as my voice cracked afraid of what I was going to hear. She looked down and took a pause. "The same thing I been wanting...
1 month after... I woke up to my alarm going off for my interview. It was 2:30 and I was up all night for no reason at all. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and took a warm shower. Once I got out I slicked my hair back with eco styling gel. I put on my black fitted dress and some shades and some black heels to match.
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I put a visor on to cover up my shoulders. I was probably over dressed for an interview but I was going on a dinner date afterwards so I didn't feel like changing again. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door. My phone vibrated, I pulled it out and it was a a text from mysia: hey I'm just checking on you. I know you got that interview today and I know you're going to rock it. You got this, see you later :) I reacted to her message with a heart and put my phone back in my purse. I haven't seen mysia since what happened over a month ago. We just now started back speaking like a week ago. She apologized for her wrongs and I forgave her. She wanted to have lunch today to talk about things and to gain a friendship between us. I wasn't too found of it but I wasn't gone be a bitch and brush her off. I wasn't mad or hurt anymore about it, I simply moved on from it. I pulled up to Cumberland mall, I had a interview for a clothing store in the mall called Edge. I was going to work for white waters but it was only a seasonal job for the summer. I also applied to zaxbys where Lavae works. I had orientation for them next week. After the whole mysia thing I definitely wasn't looking for any type of relationship with anyone. I was hurt way too many times in the past and I wasn't going to allow anyone to bring me down again. I wanted to keep myself busy this summer and stack up my money and focus on my fashion business. I make clothing and durags that started trending real fast on twitter.
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After my interview I texted mysia that I was on the way to meet her. I pulled up to juicy crab and saw mysia.
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waiting at the front. I waved as I got out the car and walked towards her. We walked into the restaurant and got a table for two. I sat across from her looking around at my surroundings. "So how did your interview go?" She asked breaking the silence. "It went fine I'm pretty sure I got the job." I said pulling my shades up over my head. She looked at me for a minute, "you look pretty. I like your shades." I tilt my head to the side looking at her eyeing me like I was a piece of meat. I sighed, "mysia what do you really want? Why are we on this date?" At this point I knew she didn't want to be just friends anymore, she wanted something else. She put her hands together before she looked at me, "look I know I messed up but I just wanna get back like how we were Evoni. I actually liked you and been crushing on you since you were a freshman in high school. I was just confused because my ex wouldn't leave me alone and I didn't know what I really wanted but now I do and it's you." She grabbed my hand looking me in my eyes. I closed my eyes and giggled. "You really think ima just come back to you after you humiliated me in public and treated me like an option? I am not some basic ass bitch and I will not be treated like one either. You can't just play with my fucking feelings and expect shit to go back to peaches and cream. You had your fuckin chance but you ruined it." I got up grabbing my wallet but she grabbed my arm. I yanked it but she tightened her hold, "LET ME GO AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE YO!" I yelled growing irritated and causing a scene. I walked to my car almost tripping over my heels which caused me to yell in frustration. I was irritated at the fact that she thought i was a second option she could just run to after her ex. People always treated me like a second choice and I will not put up with that anymore. I sat in my car with my hands on the wheel looking down at my lap trying to calm down. My phone vibrated from a text from Lavae: wyd? Come to zaxbys I'm on break and I'll get you food. I texted back I was on the way as I pulled out the parking lot. I couldn't wait to tell this bitch the tea.
Ok so this chapter was short and kinda boring but I promise shit gets interesting later on just bare with me please😩
