Always You || Simon Minter (miniminter)

Chapter 27

So I spoke to Simon on discord lol if he posts a video and a random Scottish girl asks to play dead by daylight with him it was me lol it's mad

The drive back is tense and not one word is exchanged between the blonde boy and I. I occasionally glance over at him and I can see how angry he is, he's clenching the steering wheel and driving faster than he normally would which means we're home in no time.

He parks my car and he doesn't hesitate on getting out and presumably away from me. I follow him to the front door and he turns to me, handing back my car keys without saying a word. I thank him with a small nod and he walks through the door towards the kitchen but I decide not to follow.

Instead I make my way upstairs to where I bump into Ethan and Josh leaving Josh's room, Ethan looking worried. I try to avoid them but it doesn't work as Ethan comes up to me.

"Are you alright? Is Simon alright?" He asks in a panicked tone. I sigh slightly and shrug my shoulders, "I'm alright but I'm not sure about Simon."

"He was pissed in the car, wouldn't stop talking about how angry he was.. I'm sorry probably not what you want to hear." Ethan gently places a hand on my shoulder, rubbing small circles with his thumb. I appreciate all of the boys and how much they care for me after only knowing me for a short amount of time but right now I need to be alone.

"Maybe I'd avoid talking to Simon just now." Ethan says in a soft tone, i dont say anything but i nod my head in agreement and say goodbye before heading to my room, as i walk past Simons room i slow down, listening for anything. Nothing.

I reach my room and flop down on my bed, I am exhausted after today. It's about 10:30pm and I'm seriously considering going to bed but of course I get stopped by an angry blonde boy walking into my room. I sit up and look up at him, his eyes no longer blue but a dark grey.

"How stupid are you!" He raises his voice causing me to wince, I stay seated on my bed and I cross my arms over my chest.

"I could've handled it Simon." I say calmly in an effort that he will calm down. He turns away from me and paces back and forth between me and my desk. He stops suddenly and faces me, his eyes are dark.

"If Ethan and I hadn't followed you fuck knows what he would've done!" He shouts again walking closer to me, his hands run through his hair making it messy. 

"Simon you can't just follow me. Can't you trust me?!" I shout back, Simon thinks he owns me he thinks that he needs to know everything I'm doing. I stand up and walk over to him, I'm now almost as angry as he is.

"Of course I can trust you but how could I trust him, I knew you had lied to me about where you were going." He growls down at me, his face now inches from mine.

"You don't own me." I spit at him, he looks surprised at my comment but he stands his ground.

"Look Millie.." Simon says in a softer tone, attempting to reach out for my hands but I move them away. A sudden look of hurt crosses his face for a minute before it is replaced with anger.

"I'm trying to sort this but you won't let me!" He groans and turns away from me, pacing towards the door. Do I want him to leave?

"Maybe you should've thought about that before you followed me." I mumble, hoping that he wouldn't hear me but he did and in one swift movement he swings the door open and exits, slamming it behind him leaving me alone.

I get a feeling that Simon and I won't work out, a small sad feeling but it's there nonetheless. I let out a loud groan as I sit at my desk, turning on my PC, Steam opens and I see that Josh, Vik, Tobi and Ethan are all on gta so I decide to text Vik.

To Vik
Heyoo could I join you guys on gta?

From Vik
Of course my dude, we're just bout to record. I'll add you to the discord.

I join the call and I am instantly greeted by Ethan shouting because he can't get past something and for about two hours we sit and shout at each other over a game.

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It's 3AM and I can't sleep, I'm still angry at Simon but I can't help but feel bad for him. I understand that he was just trying to protect me now, he knew I lied to him and he followed me to make sure I was alright. I pick my phone up and see loads of notifications from Twitter and Instagram but a text catches my eye.

From Simon
I'm sorry Amelia.

He's apologised to me for something that I shouldn't even be mad at him for, my stomach drops and the sense of guilt runs through my body. I stand up and leave my room to enter the dark stairway of the sidemen house, I quietly walk over to Simons room and I stand for a minute, listening for any movement. Nothing.

I gently knock on the door before opening it to show a sleeping Simon curled up in bed. I decide to not disturb him but as I go to close the door I hear him move.

"Amelia?" His deep sleepy voice calls out, making my knees weak. I push the door open and smile slightly, soon remembering he can't see me.

"Hi I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you." I say softly, keeping my voice at a low tone to make sure I don't wake up anyone else.

"Come here." He mumbles, opening his arms inviting me in. I lie down next to him and his arms wrap around my body, pulling me into his chest.

"I'm sorry Simon, I overreacted earlier." I whisper.

"Amelia I could never stay angry at you." He says shortly before I head soft snores coming from him, he's fallen asleep and soon I do too.

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