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CHAPTER 4-
Beau meant everything to me, he is my brother, my best friend and now I think my boyfriend. We haven’t told anyone anything and really I haven’t even told myself what is going on. We are just going with whatever happens and I like it like that, when he kissed me I kiss him back. We are always there for each other and this is a relationship that I want but I don’t know, I’m worried others won’t understand.
It had been a good few weeks since I started feeling like this and because we are pretty much adults now we don’t do anything in our day, on Mondays we rent movies and lay on the couch and its okay because the boys are at school and Gina is at work, on Tuesdays I go to work and Beau goes to the gym for half of the day and then just comes home, on Wednesday Gina is home so we pretty much either stay home or go into central, Thursdays and Fridays we are home alone and well I think you can pin together what we get up to and on the weekends well we either hang with the family or go and do whatever we want. I loved it like this, there was some routine in our day and yet it was still relaxed.
I was sitting at the kitchen table just about to finish the last bite of a pancake I made when slowly Beau wrapped his arms around me. My legs were covered in goose bumps and my heart beat raced, he picked up my hair and placed it on my other shoulder and slowly kissed my neck. I didn’t know what had gotten into him, normally he would have been less touchy touchy especially when Luke was upstairs. I pushed my plate out of the way, turned around and sat on the table. I placed my legs around Beaus torso and kiss him, I held him in my arms and my mind told me that I should never let go. He moved his mouth from mine and went back to my neck slowly going onto my shoulder and chest. I smiled and ran my fingers through his hair. His lips lost contact with my skin as he brought his head back to eye level with mine. He looked into my eyes and I saw something different than I had before, it felt like his eyes were smiling, I could see the happiness and joy. I smiled and giggled, he laughed to and we ended up just hugging. He held me in his arms, picked me up and carried me to the couch. We sat there for a while just looking at each other, he held me like he was never going to give me up and I knew that this, this is something I can’t lose. I bit my lip in thought and he kissed me, he made me forget about anything I was worrying about and just then I felt the urge to take his clothes of right then and there.
His hands travelled down my body, slowly and gradually getting into my clothes. My heart raced with anticipation and I kissed him harder. I pulled his shirt of and smiled, his body was so toned and I was happy to say that this was all mine, I could do as I wished. Beau knew what he wanted and I could sense that we wanted more than a make out session but to be honest with you I didn’t think I was ready. We kissed harder and rolled on top of each other, I would occasionally laugh and he would just bit my lip. We played around for a good hour until, until… Beaus hand wrapped around my body slowly moving around and playing a bit, my lips were interlocked with his and we loved it like this. My body was fully relaxed when I heard feet walking down the stairs. It was too late, he had seen us. This was it, we are screwed. I sat up and turned around, Luke looked at me in shock and confusion, as soon as I tried to tell him what was going on he ran back upstairs. I grabbed my shirt of the floor, quickly placed it over my body and ran after him.
“Luke!” I called out trying to get his attention.
“Just go away!!” He replied slamming his door in my face.
