melancholy. (studxstud)

ten.

Jesalena.

I woke up in the bed as my eyes fluttered open. I smiled a little ready to turn around to the girl of my dreams.

"Hey b-" I said with a smile then realized she wasn't even here. What the fuck?

My mood shifted from happy to mad real quick. She always does this man. Whats the point of having a apartment together if your not gonna even stay?

I sighed then rolled my eyes getting up to prepare for my day.

After I got dressed I looked at my phone seeing a missed call from an unknown number.

This day just keeps getting worse and worse. I just feel like It can't get any better.

Until there was a knock on my door. I hoped it was Trish because it was early and I was feening for what she could provide for me.

I went and unlocked it lookong at the small figure who had a hoodie over its head. They had finnaly took it off as my heart started to flutter.

"..Denise?" I felt like I was falling for her all over again. But the closer I looked the more I noticed.

Why the FUCK are there scars all over her face? I have so many questions.

I pulled her in as she instantly melt into my warm arms. Hearing her cry made my insides curl and burn.

"Shhh. I don't know whats wrong. I don't know what you been through or where you been but I'm gonna make sure everything is okay.. You hear me?" I pulled away from the hug and wiped her tears.

I explored those big brown eyes that I haven't seen in so long.

I enjoyed the scent of her cologne that I missed so much.

I carried my thumb over her scars and bruises as she flinched lightly.

My heart was shook. I've never felt so bad . i feel like its my fault because I just dropped her and left. I should of stayed.

Pulling away from the short girl I frowned a little.

"Tell me who did this.. Now." My voice obviously cracking from how mad I was.

"I can't Jes. She's dange-" Before she finished I pulled the gun out of my pants cocking it.

"I am too mama." One of my eyebrows lifted.

Denise.

When she pulled out the gun I fell in love with every second.

I knew she would help me. She's the only thug I know. Even though me and her stopped on bad terms I know she'll always be here for me when I need her.

"She's my ex. We met some time ago and she's just done horrible things to me. I don't wanna say what but you can obviously see not even half on my face." I shook my head being strong enough to let the tears fall.

"Who is she though." She asked throwing her gun on the couch.

"Leyla." I said.

Her whole face changed. Her demeanor and mood shifted.

"You trust me correct?" She said almost immediately.

Do I trust anyone? No.

But do I trust Jes? Maybe.

"Let me see.. Um Your body. Naked." I automatically laughed and shook my head.

"I-I can't.. Its ugly." I said kinda shakey from being nervous.

"Just please Denise.. Im not gomna hurt you. Just let me see." She held her head down.

"Tell me when to look." She said as I nodded deciding to trust her.

I took off my Nike jacket then took off my shoes. I looked at cuts on my arm crying silently.

I then took off my pants deciding to not go any further. I couldnt let her see me like this.

"..look." I said.

Jes.

When I looked my whole body almost fell on the floor. Leyla is going to pay her life for this. I couldn't stand to look at her. Not because of disgust for her but for Leyla. She fucked up Denise more than me.

"Im gonna let you stay here okay? I have clothes and food with a nice T.V. If you hear the house phone ring ANSWER IT IMMEDIATELY. " I said going to the room grabbing my keys and a jacket off the rack.

"It's time to get rid of this bitch.." I say grabbing my gun off the couch.