melancholy. (studxstud)

eleven.



Jesalena.

I can't believe this is happening. Poor little Denise. She's so soft and sweet. I don't get how anyone EVEN Leyla could hurt her.

My anger boiled as I was now driving. I know I shouldn't blame myself but I can't help but do so when I should of fought to keep us.

What makes me even more heated is how I haven't seen or heard from Trisha. I miss my baby so much that even when I try to be mad at her I still couldn't.

Am I in love with Trisha? Sorta kinda. I feel myself falling but I know I can't really fall for her knowing she doesn't come home at night. It worries me and I don't need that pressure on me. I already have to try and kill this bitch again.

Plus I fell so hard for Denise man. I just know ill fall harder each and everytime I see her. I'm stuck between a rock in a hard place that's honestly getting me to thinking.

As I was pulling up to Leslie's dorm I noticed something. I came here to get more information on Denise and since she knows how to find people and shit I thought I could come here.

When I got out I noticed a car that looks like Trisha's. I chuckled noticing how much I'm probably just thinking about her.

Walking to find her dorm which was a fat ass walk I finally came across it leading my hand to knock closed door.

A few seconds later a person answered in a sports bra and a towel wrapped around her waist .

"Aye wassup bro, I need l-" When I realized who it was my heart sunk. My eyes were stuck to the face but my heart was pulled from my chest.

   "Look baby.. I can ex-" She grabbed my hand as I yanked it away.

  How could she even attempt to lie to me. Why put me through bullshit when that's the only thing I've been through?

   I felt this knot in my stomach as If I was about to cry..but I couldn't.

Pulling out the gun from the back of my joggers I held it to her head. Her hands automatically went up.

    "Jes put the gun down okay?" Her voice shakey.

  ".. Your not even worth the bullet." I put the gun down walking away from the door. I got real life business to handle.



   Denise.

  I pulled up my boxers as I just got out the shower. I've been relaxing all day and trying to get my mind off of Leyla.

   Walking out of the bathroom I looked around at the beautiful place. She had pictures of her in the studio , holding money and doing the stupid things she always does.

  I wish I never left. Left the good girl that I knew would be good for me but I was just so stubborn. I liked Jes...alot. Her silliness, the conversations, the phone calls etc. Going back in time would save me most of the pain. I looked down the row of pictures noticing one I took of her. Smiling thoughts of us slipped into my mind.

    Shaking my head I then looked to the side of me. I chukle thinking what if someone else was there? Lord knows im not ready.

   Pushing the thought back remembering that I gotta pee. Turning around I bumping into something.

  "You thought you got away bitch?"

      BOOM!