melancholy. (studxstud)

six.

Denise.

   I froze after what I just heard. My body had completely shut down.

    "Denise.. Hello , you okay?" A hand waved in my face snapping me out my thoughts.

  "Is it that good?" She laughed a little as I shook my head. I sighed realizing I was daydreaming.

  I need to stop doing that man. It's so embarrassing.

    "I'm sorry I was in deep thought." I cleared my throat and scooted back laying down the empty wine glass as I look in the sky.

  "Look at me." She said as I turned my head back her way.

      "I like you. Your so beautiful to me , Denise. I don't know how many times I say it a day. I know I may come off as an asshole or a bitch but it's all for a reason. Your the only one I don't mind being this soft around." She said then crossed her legs leaning her body back.

    She is a sweetheart. Maybe I wouldn't mind getting closer to her or even taking things further. I just need to wrap my mind around something's until I make my decision.

      "... I'll think about things and get back to you on that, mmk?" She smiled huge.

  "Better than a no." I chuckled and laughed.

  "Right!" I licked my lips then scratched my head.

      A few moments later we decided it was our time to go. It was late and things started to bite so I just wanted to go home.

  The ride was very silent. Every once in awhile she would rap out some of her lyrics but other than that it was a happy silent.

     When we got to my house she helped me out and walked me to my door. I turned around and stood on the tall frame. I was now taller biting my lip as I looked at her.

   "Don't look at me like that , Denise." She chuckled and put her hand on my waist.

      "I can't even tease , I don't feel like it." We both chuckled as it turned into a cackle. It was funny until my leg had went a way it shouldn't and I fell forward.

   Her arms caught me as I licked my lips feeling our eyes make contact. She pulled in as I put my finger on her lip to prevent the kiss. I got up and fixed myself kissing her cheek softly.

  My cheeks started to burn when I turned around and walked in closing the door. What a night.

   
    Jesalena.

   I laughed a little when she closed the door and shook my head. This girl hits certain spots in me man.

    When I got in my car I leaned back and took off my shades and durag leaning back as I closed my eyes.

   "This what we doing now , Lena?" A voice said.

  My heart started to pop out my chest and sink into my stomach. Only one person calls me that name and that's..

  "Leyla?" She laughed.

  I closed my eyes as I started to tear up then shook my head.

  "Oh no.. no no no don't be scared of daddy yeah?" She laughed again and wrapped her hand around my neck from the back seat.

  "Get out or I'm calling the pol-" She gripped my neck to where my pipes were closing. I couldn't breath as I grabbed her hand.

   "Your gonna call who? Say that shit so I can kill you like I killed your mother." She pushed my head forward releasing me from her grip.

   I gasped for air as the tears started to slip from my eyes.

  "W-what do you want Leyla?" I said still struggling to catch my breath.

    "You know what the fuck I want Lena.. I want you. "She slid her hands to my thigh and gripped it.

  She knows this is what I like but there's no possible way I can get myself back in this situation. She knows all of my spots and weaknesses.

      "I wanna taste you again." She whispered.

  "Get out of my car." I said softly.

"Shut the fu-"
  
      "I said get THE FUCK OUT!" I screamed as anger filled me up like an empty wine glass.

   It was silent. She removed herself from me and chuckled licking her lips.

  " You better watch out Lena.. I'll be back for sure babygirl." I felt the smirk form on her face.

     I soon heard the door close and I started to beat the steering wheel.

  FUCK! The worst is always happening to me! I never did anything for my life to be this ass. Denise probably doesn't even like me , my ex is my worst nightmare and I have so much shit to do from songs to performances when I honestly just need a break.

     And I don't think I'm going to get one any time soon. I placed my head on the steering wheel sighing.

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  Yooooo , this book is deadass about to be lit ! I have so much shit planned for it.