*Dream*
"Shh"
*Confused*
They are currently in a field at night, only the moon was their source of light.
"What are we doing?" whispered.
"Just shush!" whispered. Fished a long slender stick from the back. "Watch" hovered the stick just right above the grass. Moved the stick and it touches the grass around.
*Gasp*
Fireflies emerged on the spot where the stick hovered.
"Come on!" he ran to the field which caused fireflies to fly from the steps.
Smiled then stood up and followed the kid.
They ran around the field until there's no spot leaved unmoved. Tgey stopped at the center and looked around them.
"Everything is glowing!"
Laughed.
"Why didn't you showed me this the moment we became friends?"
The kid looked the other on the eyes and smiled which the kid often do.
"Because I know you would never leave me."
~ ~ ~
I would never leave who?
Who the fudge are you!?
K? Who are you K! Who are you frogie!
Why are you showing in my dreams? Your black rimmed round glasses. Your stupid straight hair. Your frowning face that changed on my last night's dream. Where would I find you!
Will I ever find you?
My dreams got to mean something. It has to. I can't explain today's dreams. I was happy, like really happy. But also I was sad... I don't know why my heart aches, I don't know if it aches out of happiness or sadness.. Maybe both..
Uuuuuuugggggghhhhhh!! I'm freaking confuuuuussse!!
Everytime I woke after my dreams, I still feel what I feel on that dream's epsiode.
Like I was there just a second ago. Well, I know I was there but not the me now, like the grow up me. It was me in my kindergarten years or so.
..........................
I know this is got to be my past... I just know it... .
So far the people involve in my dreams are papa, mama and the mysterious K the frog. But we all know wala na si papa and I don't know who the heck is K... So that leaves me with mama.
Pero... Maabala ko na naman siya. What if... I lost those memories for a reason? What's the reason? Or was it on purpose... Like I, personally don't want those memories...
Ang reason na'to ay either makapagpasaya o magbe-break sa'kin.
If involve si mama, of course she would knew if I asked her... But what if, those questions I wanted to ask were to trigger some things..
Nononononono... Maaapektuhan pa rin si mama. She undergone pain already, maybe she would go twice the pain if I were to ask. Kasi past ko'to and involve sila papa dito... What if she would remember things that are unnecessary from those times?
I don't wanna risk it. I don't want to bring pain to mama. Or to anyone.
I sighed.
It looks like I'm gonna deal with it myself.
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