Purify me

2/8/19

I'm going to fight

Fight my own demons tonight

Win my small battles

And overcome all of this,

But please

Stay with me.

I need you to help me fight.

I can't win this without you

I cant take another...

Is there a word for

Being sucker punched in the heart?

For the way

Your stomach twists and turns

When you're going

Up

Up

Up

On the rollercoaster,

Just before

You reach the top

And plummet

Down to the earth?

If there was

I would use it

Because that's what it feels like,

When someone you loved

And trusted

Destroys you.

Promise that you won't

Break me

Again.

I can't take

Another knife

To the heart.

But I can fight

If you help me

Pull the knives

That have been shoved into my heart

Out of my chest...

Thank you my love,

For never leaving,

For pulling the daggers

Out of my chest and back.