I've lost control,
All I see now are
Shiny white walls
Just waiting
To be stained
With crimson red blood.
Dying looks so
Easy right now,
You bleed out your wrists
And swallow some pills
Then you fall asleep
And never wake up,
You're not in pain any more
Everything fades away
Until nothing is left.
But even though dying
Looks so appealing
At times,
I cant just give up
And leave you,
Or abandon the future
That we created together,
So I'll keep fighting for you,
For our future.

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Purify me
PoesiaThis will be about how I deal with my depression and will mention self harm & suicide