miniskirt.

eighty seven

previously...

jungkook💦
so listen eunji
about the coffee the other day

eunji
hi to you too lol

jungkook💦
so you asked why lisa and i broke up and whatever
well she thinks i like you

eunji
wait what? does she think that you like cheated or something? i hope she isn't mad at me omgg

jungkook💦
uh no
she doesn't think that
she's not even mad at you or anyone really

eunji
then why would she break up with you?
do you really actually like me? is that why?|

jungkook💦
she broke up with me since she thinks i like you and im confused with my feelings

eunji
that's a smart girl right there lol
but sorry, not the time
listen jungkook, i said this before. i know whatever we dealt with because of that whole Taehyung situation between all three of us really fucked up things...but the way i feel about you is the same

jungkook💦
oh
well sorry eunji but i don't think i feel the same way
all this time i was confused as to whether i liked you or not, even when i dated lisa
but when she dumped me i realized that her not being around hurt a lot more than how it felt when you moved away
im sorry

eunji
oh okay|
...it's okay|

•

lalisa🌈🦄
stop asking me if something's wrong
leave me alone damnit you make me want to jump off a cliff more😂

bambam🦆
o shut up bitch don't give me that laughing emoji
we know you hurtin

lalisa🌈🦄
it just hurts
why is it so hard to be open to people?

bambam🦆
you don't want them finna fake ass bitches to stab you THAS why
self defense mechanism bb

lalisa🌈🦄
i can't even talk to jen about it
and she's so happy with hoseok which should make me happy...but I'm not
every time i see her post it makes me want to cry
that's all I've been doing lately; just crying
...i miss you
i wish you would stop by more bam
why does college make your life so busy?

bambam🦆
sorry lis
don't worry you'll graduate soon, you can pull through
i believe in you 💕

lalisa🌈🦄
and it doesn't end there lol
mom and dad keep fighting
they start bringing me into their arguments
i hate it i hate everything
and then i can't even talk to chaeyoung who has been there lately since jennie was going all angst because of her boy problems
because now she's got parental issues!!
it's like i have NO ONE
can't talk to mom
can't talk to dad
can't talk to my friends
can't talk to you since you're always busy

bambam🦆
LISA.
breathe

lalisa🌈🦄
i don't want to
i want to die

bambam🦆
well lil sis i don't want you to die so you better start breathing
god i hate that you're going through all of this right now but believe me when i say it'll get better
and im so sorry that I haven't been able to talk to you more, I feel so bad. please keep me updating, I don't like the fact that mom and dad are neglecting you, but I hate even more that I haven't been there for you

lalisa🌈🦄
im just so tired of this
but thanks i guess
idk if it'll help

bambam🦆
bitch I'm going to call you in an hour once my class ends
and you better fucking answer
don't do something i would not approve of
and stop crying please, i know im not there but it hurts either way

•

taehyung🌚
found him
*insert address*
i asked around

sooyoung☠️
sungjae is driving me there in 5
wanna lift?

taehyung🌚
nah
he wouldn't be too happy to see me

sooyoung☠️
what? you're bluffing
you and jimin are literally so close

taehyung🌚
we've been fighting a lot recently
so it's okay

sooyoung☠️
tae you ok? you've been awfully quiet lately
people joke and say you're just jealous that jennie's with hoseok...but i know you, and that's not it
what's going on?

taehyung🌚
just tired of this
why all this problematic shit always flying in my direction? can't we all get a goddamn break?

sooyoung☠️
stop saying WE
what's going on with YOU

taehyung🌚
just can't believe i was so stupid to realize that i liked her this whole time
...but never realized
im so stupid sooyoung, i never think out anything properly
i lost jennie
i broke up jungkook and lisa
jimin and i can't even be in the same room anymore
pretty sure seulgi hates me for shoving all that bullshit up jungkook's ass and now he's single
why do i try anymore?

sooyoung☠️
taehyung...

taehyung🌚 has turned off his location.

sooyoung☠️
TAEHYUNG!

a/n: soooo...thoughts? it's sad how once a really lively gc broke up just like that :"(

so y'all know i developed this book like a rollercoaster? meaning it's like high and filled with crack for a few chapters, then some shit happens and everything slums down into the dark angsty ages and back again.

so like, there's about to be one more hug/crack period before a BIG explosion into them dark ages...before the book gains its ending
i wonder what's going to happen??? ;))))

ill give a hint— it starts with the letter 'y'