Intoxicate Me; Luke Hemmings AU

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What is he doing to me? I can feel his hand begin to move up my shirt, his fingers moving along the bottom of my bra. I snap back into reality and remove his hand, shoving his body off of mine. I grab unto the collar of his shirt and twist us around, pushing his back against the shed door, making me in control. He's taken aback as his eyes widen, a smirk lifting on the corner of his lips. "Blair what are you-" 

I cut him of by lifting a finger to his lips, sliding it down his chin to his chest. "I'm not to be played with Luke" I scoff, I take my hand off his chest and begin to walk away, leaving him stunned in the dark. 

Proud of myself, I smile and head back inside to the party. As I take one step in, Rose grabs my hand and pulls me to the side, eyes wide. "Blair you would not believe, J Black was looking for you. Ugh he wouldn't shut up about a hot new girl named Blair" she rambles, waving her hands all over the place.

Confused I look at her, trying to think of a guy named J Black. She looks at me expecting to jump up and down in excitement, but soon realizes that I'm having trouble placing the name. After some time she gives me a glare, still annoyed at the fact that I have no idea who she's talking about. She pulls my arm, moving my body next to her and points to this tall guy in the crowd. "That's J Black" she yells in my ear, pointing at him repeatedly. 

I soon come to a quick realization as I see the guy she's pointing to is Jake. "Oh! Jake you mean?" I question looking in her direction. She rolls her eyes at me and shoves me in that direction. "Yeah sure same thing. Now go talk to him!" she beckons, still shoving me towards him. 

I give in and make my way towards him. He's dancing with a group of guys, cups in all of their hands. As I make my way through the crowd his eyes land on me, stopping whatever he was doing at the moment to stare at me walk his way. I begin to feel cautious on the steps I'm taking, knowing if I trip or fall he would see. I make it up to him and he immediately engulfs me in an embrace. "Sorry about earlier, I didn't mean to leave so rudely" I apologize, letting go from the hug.

"No don't worry about it, Luke is a trouble maker anyways. Never really liked the kid, he was always in my business" He brushes off, taking my hand in his and once again moving to the music. I smile knowing all is well and move along with him. I take his phone out of his hand and enter my phone number in it. I hand it back by sliding it into his pocket. I smile looking up and mouthing a bye, before leaving the crowd. 

Tired as shit,  I make my way to my room upstairs. landing on my bed with a thud and quickly texting Rose to kick people out of it passes 4 am. I lock it tossing it on the other side and drifting off to sleep. 

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The weekend went by as a blur for it was now Monday morning and I was on my way to school. My parents got home last night and they didn't suspect a thing. I cleaned up the house nicely with Rose by my side to help. I saw them when I woke up and said hi and left. I'm mad at them for leaving me for so long without a single call or text to check up on me. I texted Jake all weekend, he seems nice and I think I'm starting to like him. He's cute and I think he genuinely cares about my feelings. 

I pull into my parking spot and lock my car, walking into the school doors. I sit down in my first period scrolling through my phone to pass up the time. I feel a breeze pass me as I look to my right. Luke takes a seat in his chair looking like a whole wreck. I contemplate asking him what's wrong but refrain from it. It's stupid of me to care for someone who doesn't reciprocate the same feelings. I stare for a bit longer, noticing the sweat pants and baggy hoodie he's wearing. His hair is a mess tucked under the hood, and he continuously rubs his eyes. Is he crying? 

Getting lost thinking about it, he catches me staring. I offer him a sympathetic look and he just looks away, not acknowledging my presence. The class goes by fast and I go through the rest of the day with ease. I meet the boys by my locker at the beginning of the lunch period and chat a bit before going home. I see Jake by the exit so I quickly say my goodbyes and run to catch up to him. 

"Hey there" he smiles, wrapping his arms around me, hugging me tight. "Going home?" 

I nod pointing to my car. "Yup, walk me to my car?" I question, tilting my head up, squinting from the sun in my eyes. He looks down and wraps his arm around my shoulder, making me feel warm inside. He nods as we walk to my car in the hot sun, we reach it and he leans me against it. My legs between his, as his head blocks my face from the sun. 

"Go on a date with me" he rushes out, hands moving up and down my arms. I'm taken back at the question and my cheeks begin to heat up. I put my head down to shield my face from his so he wouldn't see me blushing. He was so smooth with everything, I don't know why this was so hard for him to get out. Did I make him nervous? Because he for sure makes me. 

"Umm yeah sure" I stutter, embarrassing myself more. He lifts my head up revealing the smile on his face. 

"Good because I've been wanting to do this ever since I've met you" he says before placing his hand on the side of my face. He caresses my check with his thumb, leaning his face closer to mine. Before I can say another word, he places his lips on mine. His hands move from my face to my waist, pulling it closer to his. I instinctively wrap my hands around his neck, pulling at the hair on the nape of it. I don't know if its the sun, or the way he's kissing me but my head begins to spin, making me pull away. 

I clear my throat and push him off of me softly. I hope it wasn't a mistake kissing him because it felt really fucking good. The way his lips moved against mine, I wanted it to happen again so bad. He fixes his hair before awkwardly turning and walking away, leaving me speechless. Annoyed by the heat outside I look to my left and see Luke standing by his car, staring at me, a hurt look hidden behind his restless eyes. 

He quickly gets in his car and speeds off. I stand there, questioning my actions. If Luke didn't care so much then why did he look so hurt when I kissed Jake. He's confusing and all over the place and I don't need that in my life right now. One day he's fine and the next he's in class about to cry. But Jake is so happy and full of smiles and butterflies, he makes the day brighter.

I'm lost and I don't know what I'm doing. 

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