I Look a Bit Lackluster

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I make excuses.

A sick game of charades with too many faces in play.

I don't mean to hide!

To paint exaggerations of myself on the walls I built to protect myself.

I want you to know me...

Hiding is getting hard in this maze I made when my mind was in a dark place.

I just lead you around the truth;

You can't reach the end.

I'm just so scared of what you'll think of me!

So many people have given up on me, taken me for granted, or used me.

I willingly live in a mental cage because I'm scared of your opinion,

And it shows.

I'm so sorry I'm difficult, despicable, and just generally unpleasant; I never wanted to be...

You just scare me.

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