Tokoyami x Male! reader

Part 7

Quick Authors Note
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I'm sorry if I came off rude in the authors note that was in Chapter 6, I was tired and slightly annoyed, so please excuse my behavior
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'(Y/N), you have to focus on what's important' I thought to myself, 'Why would she bring up THAT!!!' I just felt like yelling and smashing everything around me but I kept my composure by taking deep breaths and repeatedly thinking 'Everything is alright, I am going to be okay. Nothing is wrong, everything is calm.' I start pacing around my room thinking of ways to get my mind off this. After a while of thinking I just decided to go to sleep.

~~Timeskip 5 hours~~
(I hate time skips but I don't think you would like to just be reading about a dream but if you want to know just tell me and I will make a chapter type of thing about your dream)

I woke up at around 1:30 in the morning. 'Ugh why must my body hate me so' I rolled out of bed, then got off the ground and started heading for the kitchen. I entered the kitchen and took a look at what we had in the cupboards I decided I would just make some waffles (I am eating a blueberry waffle right now) After I finished eating breakfast I heard mom stumbling down stairs. She entered the kitchen and nodded to me then came and sat down at the dinner table and I passed her plate of waffles to her. We sat there in silence for a moment and then she spoke up, "I'm sorry for bringing...it...up yesterday" I sat there silently waiting for her to continue "...you know it's no-" I couldn't listen to her lie "Yes it is..." after I said that I stood up and left the table not really feeling up to talking about this subject. I sat in my room for the rest of the day with my door locked because I knew my mother would try to come in and talk to me about letting it go... but I just can't. I fell asleep around seven in the morning and with no dreams to comfort or harass me. I slept for about 5 hours with just a void as my scenery. When I woke up I heard my mother banging on my door as if there was a murderer chasing her. I walked up to the door and opened it while walking behind it so that she wouldn't hit or if she was hitting hard enough fall on me. She didn't fall but it still would of hurt a little to be hit by her. After she realized the door was open she ran in and did a quick scan of the room and as soon as she saw me she ran up to me and put a envelope in my face. For a second I was confused but after a second or two my brain started working and I screeched with joy. But after my 5 seconds of joy, anxiety attacked me. 'What if I didn't make it!?! I should of used my quirk just to make sure I would make it in, WHY DID I NOT USE IT!!?!!' I started beating myself up for not using my quirk and showing the judges what all I could do. 'WHY DIDN'T I TRY MY HARDEST!!?!! WHY DIDN'T I SHOW THEM MY BEST EFFORTS!!?!!' My mom was snapping her fingers in front of my face trying to drag me out of the state of mind I was in. I looked her in the eyes and she new what I wanted to ask and she nodded her head. I began to think of all the ways it could tell me I didn't make the cut, hadn't passed, or was unqualified. She grabbed my hand to assure me as we walked down to the living room where we planned to open the envelope. Once we sat down we stared at it for a few minutes both of us letting our minds process what this could effect. Once we were done mulling it over we gave each other a determined look and we opened the envelope.

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YAY!!! I finally finished, so yeah I hope you guys are enjoying this story!!! Buh-bye!