Tokoyami x Male! reader

Part 58

(Part from a year ago)

With those few words he spoke, he has broke my heart and soul. I fell onto my knees from the place I was sitting. All I do is beg and beg with all of the soul I had left to give, "Please sir, change your mind! Give me a shot! Please s-sir! I will do anything you ask! Please! I- I have worked so hard to get here! P-please don't rip this chance aw-way from me, sir! I can- I can help you in some s-sort of way! I- I- I'll-"

Before I could continue begging (on the verge of tears) Principle Nezu cut me off saying, "Get off your knees. What happened to all of that confidence you were carrying? Nevermind that, *sighs*..." After his brief sentence we sit there in silence for a minute, just getting our thoughts straight. During the moment of silence I try to form answers to questions I feel he will ask.

Eventually I heard him sigh again, and I snapped my eyes to him. He gazed at me for what felt like forever with his forehead resting on his hand. Eventually he broke the thick silence in the room, "(L/N), if I give you a second chance you know there will be no trust in you. If you do one thing viewed as something that could be underhanded; no discussion will be held and you shall be expelled no notice." Exuberated by this information -even with the less fortunate part- I shot over to the litte rat man to embrace him. While hugging him I repeatedly thanked him for this chance.

He let the hug last for a good amount of time before tapping me on the back to signal that he wished to be released. With one last squeeze I freed him from my grasp. I smile down at him with hope shimmering in my (e/c) eyes.

He meets my gaze and says, "(L/N), from this point onwards you shall be under constant surveillance. You are now viewed as a threat, but (as already stated) you will be permitted to continue your studies under UA. Although, you may also lose some privileges here- what you lose will be left to your teachers' discretion." I respond, "I understand and respect these choices sir, thank you so much for allowing me this opportunity. I am truly in your debt sir." Afterwards I bow and thank him once again.

(Continued in 2023)

He waves his hand and dismisses me. I give him my thanks again before I exit his office. As I walk back to Aizawa sensei's classroom, I feel extremely stressed and embarrassed. I understand that I can't have another mistake or else I'll be expelled. However, I also need to worry about Kurogiri and keeping him off of mom's back...

As I near the classroom door I can't help but to think further on how my studies might change. I don't want my class schedules to be changed or not be able to do the same things my classmates get to. Most of all I'm worried about having my classes changed. I don't want to lose the chance to study under my idol.

I make it to the door and push away my worries and try to focus myself. I open it and enter the classroom. I wave to the girls and try to give them a supportive smile and thumbs up. Then I go and sit down at my desk and try to tune myself into what the lesson has been. 'I am just going to focus on my classes and save my worrying for later. I need to do the best I can right now.'