The Dead Among Us

Part five: Your fault

"It's your damn fault!" He said "Please! Stop!" Clem begged, "Leave her the fuck alone! She fucking tried!" Luke shouted. "Please... I didn't want her to die and I did try my best.." I said in a scared tone. "It wasn't her fault, Bill." Some guy said (Mike). "This is on you, honey!" he slapped me. "Stop it!" Clem begged again, running up to me, "Bill, there's a herd of lurkers!" A woman with red hair said. "Bonnie, make sure these new people don't do anything stupid! No supper for this girl tonight!" he said. "But she's fucking starving!" Nick angrily said walking up to 'Bill'. "And for this kid too, need to learn respect boy!" he said taking little Alvie from my hands and left. The woman 'Bonnie' walked up to me "Sorry for Bill. Are you okay?" She asked "Yep." I said rubbing my cheek, she looked at my (small) belly. "You pregnant, Hun?" she said with a smile "No." I crossed my arms "Oh, c'mon I can tell. The belly. How can no one else tell?" she said. "No one else knows. But Clem knows. I'm not sure what to do?" I sadly said looking to my side, "You must be hungry aren't you?" she asked with a sorrowful face "Yeah, I'm really hungry.. And I gotta piss." I said. "I'll--I'll be right back." She said and left, after I used the bathroom... which is a bucket, I saw everybody eating but me and Nick. Nick was sitting near the fire talking to Luke and Clem was also sitting near the fire, But she was talking to a unfamiliar man with a beard and a hat, I walked up to both of them. "Hi, Clem. Who's this?" I asked raising a brow, "This is Kenny! He was in my old group." She hugged him. "Hello, Kenny I'm Winter." I said "So you are the girl who Nick impregnated?" He asked. "Y'know you have to tell him sooner or later." he said. "Did Clem tell you?" I asked, He nodded "I'm not sure if I should have these cu-- Babies?" I said shrugging " 'Babies'?" 'Kenny' confusedly said "Yep... I'm.. I'm having more than one." I rubbed my forehead. I really didn't know what to do. And when I give birth to them well, they're - maybe gonna look like cubs. And with no glamour I won't be able to glamour them, but since I was the only one to look human in my litter, I may still have some hope. Bonnie rolled up the gate and came in. I walked up to her "I managed to sneak this." She pulled out an can of peaches and a juice box. "Hopefully it'll help." She said "Yes! Thank you! It'll be enough for one day." I said, "Just make sure Bill doesn't see you.. he watches over the place." she warned me. "Okay, thanks again." I thanked her again with a smile "No problem." she said, opening the gate and leaving. I sat on the sleeping bag (under the bed), I reached in my pocket and pulled out my survival knife and the Mifepristone. I sighed "I don't know?!?!" I thought, I felt like crying. "What's wrong?" I heard Nick ask "Um... Nothing." I hid the (pills) Bottle under the sheets. "Bonnie gave me some peaches and a juice box." I said, he sat next to me. "Well, that's not fair." he said "I don't get to eat!" he playfully said. "Fine. I'll give you some." I said opening the can with the survival knife.

-Daytime

- 19 weeks of pregnancy

We were doing work, And hard work for the rest of the group, I was organizing the guns and the weapons with Bonnie. But of course she was making me do the easy stuff, since I've not been feelin' so good today. I did my best to avoid Nick, my belly was noticeable.. And very, like too much. I was getting scared. I was gonna have four cubs! And four is preeeettty fucking noticeable. I already took the pill two days earlier, but still nothing. I took it too late! I told Bonnie to help me avoid him and she even helped me cover up the stomach a few times now. She sometimes slips me more food after supper. Nick walked in, "Bonnie, can I talk to Winter for a moment?" Nick said in a serious tone. "Sorry, we have too much to do." Bonnie made an excuse, "Please, just for a fucking moment." He angrily said. "F--Fine Nick." I said, Getting up from the chair. I walked up to him "Why have you been avoiding me? Oh-fucking-wait! Because of this isn't it?!" He angrily said, He pulled out the mifepristone bottle. I gulped, I've been going through a lot of stress of not being sure what to do, "Nick, I don't..." I felt like crying. It was too late to lie to him, to make him believe I wasn't really pregnant. "Why couldn't you just fucking tell me?!" he raised his voice, "Nick, I-- I didn't want this to happen. But now that it's happening.. I..." I tried to speak, about to cry. "What?! You didn't want to TELL ME I WAS GOING TO BE A FUCKING FATHER?! HUH?!" He screamed at me. "Nick.. I'm so sorry." I said as tears began to fall down my chin, Nick turned around and put his hand on his hip and the other on his forehead. "Let me see.." he said, "What?" I asked. "Let me see your damn stomach!" he angrily said turning to face me, I removed the things covering my stomach and showed him my belly. He rubbed his forehead, he knew it was gonna be more than one child. He placed one hand on my stomach, making me shiver. My back hurts like heck! I grunted, I put one hand on the side of my back and the other holding Nick's right shoulder for support. He stayed quiet, "My back..! It hurts.." I complained and tried to steady my back. Bonnie quickly walked in between us, "C'mon, Winter lets get you sitting down. " She said.

Srry if its getting boring..... tell me if it is. :P