Izuku Pov
I woke up that morning in control of the body at around 7:00. I threw on leggings and a hoodie, and walked downstairs. It was Sunday, tomorrow Izumi and I would have to go to school together. As I walked downstairs I noticed that my hair had grown again, I hated it. 'Hopefully one of the girls has a hair tie', I thought. Downstairs I found Momo sitting on the couch drinking tea. I was about to ask her for a hair tie when I realized, 'I don't act like izumi!!' I tried mentally asking for help but she was asleep? 'Just act casual' I told myself, 'it's gonna be fine.' I walked up to Momo and asked, "hey do you have any hair ties?" She seemingly didn't notice me acting strangely and handed me one. And I attempted to throw it all in a bun.My haphazard bun seemed fairly secure so I left it be, and got coffee. Personally it was never my favorite but I'm super addicted to caffeine now. I wasn't exactly allowed to have tea in the league anyway. I brought my mug of coffee to my room and sat on the ground in from top my coffee table. I began to think of how much my life has changed. I went from a little hero fanboy to an ex villain captive hero course student. If little deku could see me now what would I say? What would I think of myself? "I wish my old body was still intact", I said to myself, looking into my coffee. 'How bad is it?' I asked myself. I set down my coffee and went to my bathroom and removed all my clothes. I closed my eyes and concentrated on changing to my male form. When I opened my eyes I was utterly shocked at the state of my body. My long hair was slightly darker, my skin was pale and sickly, I had scars everywhere. On my back, was a branding, a small hand inside a circle just below my left shoulder blade. I finally looked at my face, a scar on my chin that stretched down my neck and onto my chest, the soft freckles. It was nothing like I remembered. I turned back into a girl and put my clothes back on.
I began to ask myself questions as to why Zumi wasn't coming out. It was as though i couldn't feel her there at all. 'what if she's gone?' i asked myself. I began to pace around the room, my mind going a mile a minute. There was so much i didn't know about myself, I couldn't go on without her!
Izumi Pov
I woke up that morning before Izuku did, but i knew he would have to get used to a life without me. I revoked control so that when he woke up it'd just be him. He did better than i thought he would honestly, I tucked myself into a corner of his mind and waited. He didnt need me, id be there when he did, but at UA in this dorm room he is safe and i am unneeded.
Thanks for the support that I've received the last few days!! in truth this fic is just serving as practice for the future i am planning. I'm going to be writing an original work, and Maybe ill post it online.
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Villain deku- you can't be a hero.
FanfictionIzuku Midoriya has always wanted to be a hero, so why is it that he's standing here on the roof of a commercial building being told he can't? And why is the one telling him this All-might the #1 hero and his all time favorite? And above all why does...