Villain deku- you can't be a hero.

Apocalypse

A/n so the picture above is done by me and not at all finished. I'm kinda shit at digital art so yeah, and This chapter took me way to long to write for its size.

Apocalypse is not the end of all, but the unfolding and revealing what is hidden.
Third person pov
The villains back in their headquarters were overjoyed to have deku back. Toga had a friend to play with, dabi had someone quiet to work with, kurogiri had a kid to mother, and Tomura had a boy toy to 'play' with. It was perfect for every single one of them except izuku. He would have to endure the pain and suffering they caused him forever. They moved him into a separate surgery room, and for once, put him under anesthesia. They had to use a number of quirks to 'help' him, and in the end they couldn't do much but push back more useless memories. With the help of Sensei they decided to implement a new quirk to make his existing quirk I little less crippling. It was called repunzel. It did a few things, only one was what they really wanted but, it was all or nothing. The quirk allowed his memories to be stored in any part of his body, and made his hair grow very long and very strong. So strong that it would break scissors if you attempted to cut it. Though the quirk had never really been tested as it was taken from a 4 year old, so they were sure there were more parts to it.

Izuku pov
I was beginning to wake up, confused by what I felt. I was on the ground, the chains I had just escaped around my neck and wrists. As I tried to sit up I was startled by the sudden weight of my head, and the hair pooling around me. It's warm I thought, the first time in over a year (its been 1year and 3 months since capture) I didn't immediately think something new was a bad thing. One year and three months after I had been taken to my end and beginning I came to terms with the reality of my situation. Although I still couldn't remember my past yet, I understood that there was better, that there is better. I looked around the room I could call a prison and saw endless horrible memories, but I wasn't afraid of it anymore. There was still one thing I was terrified of, Tomura. And just as I thought his name, he appeared.

"My izuku!"He said a malicious smile on his face, "you're awake! Oh how I've missed you! Did you miss me?" I nodded timidly, quickly making sure I was in my male form. Luckily he didn't notice me check to see if I had boobs. Tomura leaned down and grabbed me by my face, smiling angrily, "good, now it's time for a punishment." I shuttered, where was the great calm I had a moment ago? It had faded faster than I had even thought possible. He removed my chains and grabbed me by the hair, throwing me on the table he used for punishments. "It's been far too long since you had a good real punishment izuku." He ripped off my shirt, leaving me in only boxer shorts. He picked up a scalpel and ran his fingers along my body. He found a spot that held no scar and cut deep into my flesh. "What did you fail to do? You will speak. I know you can." My voice was small but there, "I failed to return to you." He smirked, and made another cut in the form of a plus sign. "Good." He continued making little and big cuts all over until he felt satisfied at his work. Once he was finished, he walked back into the other room.

I stayed on that table for a long time, letting the memory replay over and over until the words I had spoken made me sick. I remembered why I had sworn off speech, and this time I would let it be engraved in the front of my mind for good. No words will ever pass through my lips again.

Hero pov
'We let her slip away. We just got the child to safety and she was GONE!', all might thought as he paced around the room. "All might, don't worry. We'll find he, after all we did put a tracker in her hand," Naomasa said as the voice of reason. The only people in the room mere Naomasa, all might, eraser head and suki. "When will we go retreve her?" Aizawa asked. Naomasa looked down before saying, "Saturday. We think that she's in the headquarters of the league so we need as many hero's as we can get. But in such short notice with most hero's working on cases tomorrow we had to postpone. Besides tomorrow I Friday, you need to teach your class." Aizawa looked at him, and realized his class would have questions, so he asked, "I need to know if there's any non-confidential information on this case. My students are going to ask about her, I know it." All might was surprised that Aizawa was even going to mention Izumi to the class. Naomasa looked at the ground before saying telling Aizawa that he'd email him the information. "One more thing all might, that kid, his real name is izuku Midoriya." Naomasa's words startled all might. That child was the little scared boy he met so long ago?

The hero's were dismissed, with a bitter taste in their mouths. They all felt guilty about letting the child fall back into their hands. But what could they do? Nothing. That's what's wrong with the hero society, they can do nothing to save those who need it.

Izuku pov
I stepped off the table, turning back into my female form only to find that my quirk was broken. I still turned back, but the cuts from earlier were there still. I was devastated, the one thing I had, taken from me. Just as I was off the table I realized that Tomura never said I could move. I scrambled to get back on it, in fear of what he might do if he knew I disobeyed him again. Strangely enough, I preferred being a female even with the cuts and scars littering my body. All thoughts ceased as soon as I heard steps in the hallway outside my 'room'. I was scared shitless, even unconsciously turning back into a male. The person cracked open my door and said, " Tomura has decided your punishment would be solitary confinement for two weeks. Food will be given once every two days. You have permission to roam the room." Before closing the door and leaving. Finally giving me a chance to let it sink in that I was in hell.0

I got down and went to a corner, falling down into a heap, my hair over me like a blanket as I hugged my knees. As I let the familiar sadness consume me, I remembered the puzzling name, Kaa chan.

Timeskip next day
UA academy 8:00 am
The students were all inside the classroom gossiping about the villain they had encountered a few days prior. "She was so small. The girls either 12 or anorexic," said Momo. "No way someone can become a villain at 12!" Yelled kaminari. "Why couldn't she talk?" Asked Reina, the class was rather surprised at her sudden question. She never really talked much. Before anyone could respond Aizawa had entered the room and all the students hurried to their desks. "Now class, in sure you are all curious about the young villain we encountered the other day, but most of her information is highly classified. That said I asked the detective on her case to provide me a list of information that you are allowed to see, and it isn't much," Aizawa said. The class was eager to know as much about the young villain as they could.

Izuku pov
After sulking for what felt like hours I began to prepare myself. If I was in solitary, it meant that as soon as I was out, it would be Tomura's time. I had already came to the conclusion that no one would save me. Yet again, my mind wondered back to the name kaa chan, and who it's owner may be. The more I thought of him the closer I came to uncovering the ghost of my memories. Suddenly a burst of pain shot through my head bringing me short blurry flashes of memories, a boy with blonde hair, my hand outstretched, blasts of fiery explosions, pain, and one that struck out to me above all others, a woman with a kind voice and soft humming. I found myself wondering who it was, replaying the second long memory over and over in my head, softly humming along with her. It's beautiful...

A/n I'm thinking of writing another story when I finish this one...
Here are my options, if you'd read it comment on whichever one it is

1) a quirk izuku or OP izuku au where he gets a quirk without allmights help
2) an entirely separate story in the bnha world
3) a villain izuku where he chooses to become a villain
4) just a depressing story that has nothing to do with bnha
5) a reader character type story (no smut) in the bnha world at ua

If you guys don't choose I will. So yeah...