Villain deku- you can't be a hero.

Save me

A/n: alright my little children. Tomura is my gay, so now do you want smut, fluff, or both. I am aware I have never written smut, but most the good stories have some.
You guys are getting a surprise cameo this chapter as well!!

Izuku Pov
I was suddenly slapped, then backhanded. I didn't understand what was happening. I didn't know what it was really like to be tortured. I thought I knew pain, but it was nothing compared to what was coming my way.
** graphic violence scene**
I had been moved to a stainless steel table with cuffs attached for my ankles, wrists and neck. They put me on my stomach, completely naked. I was terrified, I didn't know how long I had been there but just those few moments of anticipation, a knife in the hand of my captor, and the cold surrounding me made it feel like a lifetime. Screams of agony filled the room as the knife slid across my back. The wound was deep and long, spanning from my shoulder blade to my kidney area. But what came after was much, much worse. He stitched my back together one stitch at a time. One after the other, over and over again. Once he finished, he walked away for a moment, coming back with some strange thing that was red-hot. Seconds before it touched my back I realized what it was. Is he about to brand me? An ear-piercing scream filled the small room.

It hurt so much I could've bare it. I'm tired, it hurts. The pain in my body was almost enough to render me unconscious, but not quite enough. Allmight? Eraserhead? Kaachan? Will anyone save me from this hell? I was so scared. Somewhere deep inside I knew even if I was saved no one could fix me, especially not now. After all this, it'd be a miracle if I'm even the same person. After the branding they gave me 30 minuets to recover, but that wasn't enough.

In order to keep me alive they put gauze over my wounds, but they also flipped my onto my back, which was excruciatingly painful. This time their technique was different. They had someone who's quirk could make someone feel 10x the amount of pain they would normally feel. I felt like I was dying, a slow, horrible death. They were making small cuts and testing their new injected drugs on me. They were supposed to heal the wounds, but half the time all they did was make it hurt more. By the end, hours had passed, and I had cuts and puncture marks all over my body. Soon scars would litter my legs, torso, neck, even more added to my arms. I almost felt inhuman. Then again, I was always an outcast, and a deku. At least now I'm of use. This isn't right. I know I'm useful but, not as a human. But, as a guinea pig instead. That isn't what I want, I want to be a useful human.

As the days passed I experienced many ups and downs. Some days the abuse would be mental, they put endless drugs and strange new medicines into my body just to see what would happen. Other days would be physical, constant pain, reminders of my past. About four weeks after arriving there, they asked me again. "Izuku Midoriya, join us as a true villain." And again I refused. I can't tell you for sure why I was so resilient, but I wasn't planning on quitting, someone will find me, I thought. I thought that someday, even if no one is looking for me, they'd find the hideout, and me in it. The only problem there was, I'd didn't know how long I'd survive there.

Bakugo POV
That shitty brat still isn't home. It's been a month now deku, so where are you? Deku don't you know how worried your mother is? She's lost a lot of weight, looking for you every night, barely eating. Listen, if you come home I won't bully you anymore, your mom isn't gonna last like this. I'll even help you become a hero. Just... come home.

League pov
"That brat refused, again!" Shigaraki yelled, "make sure he gets less food, and no contact outside of beatings!" Shigaraki was furious, his loathing for the boy only increased from the day he was brought in. What he didn't know was that his treatment, was beginning to work. Izuku wouldn't last much longer this way, and he knew it.

A/n I hope you liked the chapter, I know it's short but, it's the best I can do. Anyway, without further a-due....

Next chapter, our beloved Izuku faces the facts, die or dog.