Villain deku- you can't be a hero.

Too much, too little space

A/n: so last chapter had a lot of typos and was very short, but it's the best I can do as I am now. I wake up at 5 am go to school at 6 and don't get home till 3:30, then I babysit for hours, and by then it's 7 or 8 and I have homework. So I'm getting less and less sleep as the year progresses. I'm eventually going to get used to it, but until then you'll have to put up with shitty spelling. I'm trying, and that's all I can give you.
Also I'm adding a self insert and other OCs it'll probably explain a lot of my announcements tbh.

Izumi pov
I didn't know what I said, but it seemed to horrify the whole room. They kept their calm, and their poise, but still had a lingering feeling of horror. I felt like it wasn't the kind of thing they could fake, and began to feel a little less scared of them, but I still didn't trust them. At that point I knew when Naomasa was going to fire up his quirk because his eyes turn a dark green shade. And just as I figured it out he began to use it again, "What was your life like before the villains?" As I re entered the trance state I couldn't help but wish to hear my own words, to know myself, and before I knew it I was locked up in my head, unable to hear my own speech, "I was a quirkless looser, constantly bullied, always coming home beat up. My mother was the only thing stopping me from ending it all. One fateful day, one of my bullies; a childhood friend of mine suggested that I jump off the roof, and I considered it. Later that same day I was attacked by a villain, and the hero I most aspired to be like brought me to safety. I asked if I could be a hero and he told me no. He was honest, but it was the last straw. As soon as he left, I walked to the end of the roof and jumped. That was when the villains got me." Moments later I reawakened. This time to a solemn room, it was quiet, almost as if they didn't know what to say about the past I couldn't remember. That was it, I had to ask them. I had to know. "What did I say? I don't know what I said. I couldn't hear it." Naomasa looked a me, I knew he didn't want to tell me, but it was my right to know. He had to, "you were bullied, and you tried to kill yourself. That's the short version anyway." At that point the wheels in my head were turning. Something was very wrong here. But what?

League pov
Tomura was getting more and more angry because his little boy toy wasn't there to use as a punching bag. Toga was constantly whining because her 'best friend' wasn't around to push around, and Dabi didn't like having to deal with toga. Kiragiri had made piece with Izumi and could often have civilized conversations with her, and he missed that. In other words the Tomura branch of the league was a mess without Izumi and izuku. *yes I do mean and* the only way to fix that, they decided, was to get them back. And so, a plan was in the making.

Izuku pov
I was bullied and I tried to kill myself? That sounds familiar. I was beginning to connect the dots, but something else was off. I couldn't question place it, I knew it was something I shouldn't ever neglect. To the others in the room, it was almost as if they could see the wheels turning in my head. They knew I was putting two and two together, but some in the room began to notice some reoccurring inaccuracies in my own actions. Like how I can't forget, yet I can't remember or how I would suddenly be able to talk perfectly one second and then the next my voice returned to its scratchy stuttering form. Everyone by their own means had figured out I wasn't telling the full story of what happened to me, but they didn't know if I knew. By their standards I was the perfect puppet, and for once the league would agree. But we couldn't ponder forever, they had more questions to ask, specifically about my quirk. "So Izumi- you said that that's what you want to be called right?" I nodded, my eyes remaining closed, "you said your quirk allows you to change gender correct? What else can it do?" I took a second to think before speaking, my own speech pattern surprising me, "I- my um quirk it, it can change the way I look. It it affects my my insides t to. Like I it when I turn into a girl I get the entire body of a girl, inside out." I sighed, what was that? Why did I stutter so much? I was to say the least confused. There was so so much I was learning today. So much that it was giving me a slight headache...