Finding An Anchor

*11

Jen

        I got up feeling a little grumpy this morning, and no it's not because I saw Alex with some girl last night it's because I have been invited to lunch with his family and I know he will be there.
I haven't spoken to him since the lunch incident but he didn't call me all week and to top thing off I saw him with some girl sucking faces.
OK, I'll admit I was very jealous and a little hurt and I don't know why because we are not a couple but I think I'm feeling him a little even though I have vow to stay, away from him, he's driving my sex demons crazy.

What? I'm not a hoe.

  It's 12:15 pm and I've already found what I want to wear. I just took my shot,  got up off the couch and made my way to the room.

I push the door open and popped myself down on the lazy boy chair that was in the corner of my bedroom.
I am having cold feet it's not like i"m scared to meet his family because this is not a relationship it's because I'm a little afraid to face him.
I took hold of my phone to call nick her number was at the top of my call log, I spoke to her an hour ago.
it rang without an answer so I guess she's busy.

Well, there goes my hopes of getting a little pep talk.
I would call Clare but I don't bother her on her days off unless it's very important.

I crawled to the shower I was only wearing a bathrobe I slowly opened the lace and let it fall to the ground before stepping inside the shower.

I took up my washcloth n body wash n ladder my body for a short span of time before washing off an stepping out I use a household wipe rag to remove the fog from the glass I stood there looking at my dripping wet body.

I smiled I'm like a stupid kid I don't complain when it comes on to my looks.
Yes i have some stretch marks here and there yes, my breast are far from where we started I keep telling them to stay inline but they won't listen,
but hey that's how it goes its nature and just how God made me after I finish eyeing myself I brush my curls out to do a messy bun.

Even though this is a friendly lunch to get to know the people I'm getting into business with so to speak.

I'm dressing a little sophisticated and fun at the same time.
I am wearing a mustard color jumpsuit and brown sandal.

I haven't done any makeup other than put on some eyeliner and a little lippie lip-glass over these dry lips.       

I looked myself over in the mirror between the door of my bathroom and my closet, well I'm pleased with my appearance.

I took up the body butter my perfume and place them back under the cupboard in the bathroom glance over the room to see if everything was in place before leaving.

I grab my bag place my keys and phone inside, looked over at the clock an saw that it was 12:47 pm.

I made my way out of the apartment to the garage as the elevator dinged I ran out to my white Bentley Continental GT.
I only have 3 cars I don't see the need for a lot of cars however I don't like people knowing my every move I may have enemies I don't even know about so I'm always extra careful.

I sped out onto the road in hopes of not being late even though I'm seven just minutes away, it's nice to live in the heart of the city where nothing is too far away. 

I also have a country house in Oakland hills Louisiana, only Nick and Clare know about it.

I like to get away sometimes, I grew up in new york but I don't really like the fast life, that's why I keep everything private i don't do interviews I choose what the media and other people know about my personal life.

I came in view of the restaurant I was 3 minutes early.
I drove up to the valet and ask about parking he insists he'll do it, i took out my bag, gave him the keys then proceed to the hostess and got information.

I was escorted to the private door that led to the back of the restaurant, when I got there I saw 9 persons around the large table including Mr. Williams senor but no Alex.

They were talking, the oldest lady at the table acknowledged me first and I'm assuming that she is Mrs. Williams.

"Hello, my dear it's good to see you again," I think she was more taken back by the fact that she said again more than me but I'm gonna ignore it.

Hi, you must be Mrs. Williams I've read so many wonderful things about you". she was wearing a sundress with a bow at the front and a Jessica Simpson wedge I have one just like it.

"Oh dear call me Millon, come have a seat let me introduce you to everyone".

"Thank you," I said as I made my way over to the table,

"Hello Jeneeve," Mr. Williams said before getting up from his seat to give a friendly bear hug, I was so shocked that everyone at the table burst out laughing.
"Its okay Jeneeve that's something he does to try an make all out guess feel awkward at first", Mrs. Williams commented.

Then she began to introduce me to everyone.
I met her sons Ivan and Jacob, Ivans wife Kellis and there two daughters Bella and Timma they are so sweet, I also met Jacobs wife Splendid and her granddaughter Nyalee apparently her mother couldn't make it.
I took a seat after getting to know everyone. 
I was happy and glad it wasn't bad that, I'm not even that nervous about seeing Alex anymore

I was so lost in conversations with the twins and Nyalee that I didn't notice Alex was standing beside me, I was laughing so hard but when I turned and saw him my expression changed immediately, he looks angry and a little relieved at the same time he was smirking at me.
I had to turn around to see if anyone saw that intense steer-down, his mom saw but thank god she just smiled and didn't make big deal out of it.

i looked back at the girls and saw them
blushing.
Ok maybe i need to excuse myself and find the bathroom are something the air is getting a little too thick for me.

"Alex", his mother spoke up and i felt a level of relieve flashed over me as he walked away, the girls are making fun of me. I'm beyond nervous at this point but i'm a little happy.
"Excuse me guys I'm going to the restroom" I said to no one in particular, but everyone acknowledged me.

Hey guys I'm sorry I haven't been updating. I do have the chapters I guess I'm getting lazy!
This is unedited