Alpha Luca (work in progress!!)

Chapter ten

Jackson's P.O.V

I couldn't believe what I was reading. She was gone. Actually gone. All because of us. The only reason I ever hurt her was because mom and dad said if I didn't bad things would happen to me.

It was probably all fake now that I think of it. When we were younger they never took care of her. They always made me and Penelope do it.

Then one day when she turned 5 they said she was dangerous to us. We were only 9 at the time. They said if we didn't hurt her bad things would happen. Well technically they only told me, but I convinced Penelope to help me.

Now that she's gone, I never realized how much I actually did love her. She was my sister for goodness sake!! Penelope was right. We treated her like garbage.

No matter how many times Jade told the Alpha. He didn't never listened. She should've left before. Maybe she wouldn't be so hurt.

I made my way to my room when I heard the cries of my sister. I stopped walking,I knew she was hurt more than anyone. She always told me how bad she felt.

I always just told her it didn't matter. That Jade didn't matter. But that was never the truth. I regret everything. I need to confront our parents when they get back.

Tell them how I really feel about all this. I walked away from Penelope's door and continued to my room. I sat on my bed and stared at the letter in my hand.

Then I did what I never thought I would. I cried. I actually cried. I couldn't stop, the tears just kept coming and wouldn't stop.

Soon enough I was full on sobbing. Just like Penelope. I didn't realize how much it would hurt when I lost Jade. But now that she's gone, I see what it's like.

I know I can never take away the pain I put her through and the torture. I can never take my words back and everything else I did.

I hated myself now. I hurt my sister. My little sister. I was now angry, angry at myself and my parents.

Angry that I left myself continue this abuse go on for so long. That I never realized what I was truly doing to her.

Angry that my parents manipulated me into do all this. I should've seen before. My parents were monsters, but I was too.

I got up from my bed. My hands now clenched into fist. I got up from my bed and grabbed the one thing closest to me. A lamp that sat on my night stand next to my bed.

I picked it up and chucked it at the wall, causing it to shatter into tiny pieces. I grabbed the blankets from my bed tearing them off throwing them on the floor.

Turning around I swiped my hands over my desk throwing everything off of it. I put my hands under my desk lifting it up and flipping it over. I pulled my hair in frustration.

I turned around and punched the wall next to me, leaving a big hole in the wall. I don't know how long I continued my rage. But I eventually got tired.

Looking around my room I remembered something I had in my closet. It was at the back, a box.

It was a present Jade had given me for my 12th birthday. Just 3 years after we started hurting her.

I picked it up and placed it on my now messy bed. I sat down and opened it. It was a LEGO set. She knew I loved them and saved up for months before she could get them.

Even though we had been hurting her. She still loved me. She still thought I was good. It was a firemen set. I always talked about wanting to be one.

When she gave them to me it was late at night. She thought that if our parents saw her that they would throw them away.

She was supposed to be asleep, but she snuck into my room. I was about to get in bed when I heard a knock.

—FLASHBACK—
I had just finished putting my pj's on and was ready to get in bed. Right before I pulled the covers down I heard a very faint knock.

"Come in." I said quietly thinking it was Penelope.

The door opened and saw Jade's face appear.

"Jade!?" I asked shocked to see her out of bed.

"Sorry Jack. I just wanted to give you your present." She said nervously shutting the door behind her.

"Present?" I said confused. She handed me a box wrapped in plain red paper.

"Open it!" She said excitedly.

I glanced at her smiling widely. I placed the box on my bed sitting down. I patted the stop next to me waiting for her to sit. When she did I started ripping the paper.

Once I got all the paper off I held the box in my hand staring in shock.

"Do you like it?" She asked looking worried.

"Of course not!" I said watching as her face dropped.

"I love it!!" I said excitedly watching her face light up with a bright smile.

I got off the bed and hugged her. Surprisingly, she hugged back.

"Thank you!" I said letting her go.

"Your welcome!" She responded. She jumped off the bed and started walking towards the door.

"Wait!" I said before she left. She turned and looked at me.

"I love you. You're the best!" I said.

She smiled and told me good night and that she loved me before walking back to her room.

—END OF FLASHBACK—

I smiled remembering that day. I put the box back and headed down stairs. I laid on the couch thinking of everything I did to Jade.

I somehow fell asleep. I needed to make up for everything I did to her.

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—Kaylee (: