This is really it....

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WARNING: THIS CHAPTER MAY CAUSE EXTREME FEELS AND MAKE YOU BREAKDOWN CRYING DUE TO THE DEPRESSION THAT THIS CHAPTER HOLDS

LOL but seriously, grab yo tissues cause your eyes are about to pee excessively xD 

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“Elizabeth, I’m sorry. I can’t see you anymore,” Harry’s words echoed in her head as she cried softly into her pillow. He didn’t even give her an explanation. He just gave her a sympathetic look and a kiss on the cheek before leaving her house. 

It had been almost a week since then, and she was still hurting. Sure she would put a brave face on for her friends and family, but when her eyes would lock with his captivating emerald orbs, she would break down all over again. She had tried to talk to him, to beg him to change his mind, but he would just shake his head and say “sorry” each time. What did I do? I know I’m not pretty enough for him, but he didn’t seem to care about that before. Maybe I’m too sarcastic and blunt? Maybe I was too clingy? Maybe I wasn’t clingy enough? She wondered.

She decided that the next day at school, she would force him to explain to her what went wrong. She would say, “You don’t have to take me back, but I think I at least deserve a reason. You can’t break up with someone with no reason!” Yup, it would work. But all her thoughts went away when she saw his gorgeous face walking in her direction.

Oh, gosh. He’s coming. What do I do? What do I do? She panicked. 

“Lizzy are you okay?” Eleanor laughed beside her. She must’ve been freaking out on the outside too. 

“Mmhmm,” she nodded vehemently. “Yup. I’m A-Okay! Perfecto! I’m just fine. Totally okay over-“

“Ok, I get! You’re okay!” 

Lizzy’s eyes widened in anger as Harry walked past her without a single glance. “That jerk!” She yelled.

“Who, Harry?”

“Yes! Did you see how he just walked past me? How much of a douchebag can you be?!” 

“Lizzy, lower your voice,” Eleanor whispered. “People are staring.”

“As if I care! Harry Styles is an asshole! Everyone should know! I should’ve known! He broke up with me without a freaking explanation! What the hell is his problem?!”

Lizzy, you’re making a scene. And embarrassing yourself and Harry. You should stop. Now.Louis said in her mind.

LOUIS, SHUT UP!

“And another thing I convinced him to fix his relationship with Louis and then he treats me like this?!” She saw Harry stop in his tracks and turn around slowly. He had a sad look on his face as he stared at her. She narrowed her eyes at him, “What, Styles? You gonna defend your honor since no one else will?” People chuckled around her and she smirked in triumph.

Lizzy, he said softly. Please stop. You’re aren’t yourself right now. She felt a wave a sadness wash over her as he spoke. Oh how she missed his voice. Tears threatened to fall from her eyes, but she wouldn’t give in.

You made me this. Whoever I am is because of you, She replied. He gave her a pained look before walking towards her.

“Lizzy,” he sighed and attempted to grab her hand. She quickly pulled it away.

“Don’t touch me!” She growled. He ignored her protests and pulled her into an empty classroom.

Once he shut the door, she pulled her arm away and sat a desk. “Please, baby. Please just let me go. It’s hard enough for me to see you in the hallways without wrapping you up in my arms; I can’t have you hating me too.” He said with watery eyes. 

“How is it hard for you?! You left me! And you never even told me why!” She yelled and let the tears fall finally.

“I can’t. I’m so sorry. But please know that it was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do,” He whispered as a single tear slid down his pale face. She wanted so bad to wipe it away and hold him close. To assure him that everything would be alright. But she was the one that needed reassuring. She was the one who got hurt. Why was he crying? 

“Harry,” she sobbed.

“Lizzy, I love you. That’s why I left you. If you knew the truth about me, if you knew what I’ve done, what I can do, you’d hate me. Not that you don’t already, but at least it’s for a different reason. I’d rather hurt you like this than the way that I would if we were still together,” he cupped her face in his hands. “Please believe me when I say I truly do love you, darling. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you. I want you all to myself all the time. I want to kiss you whenever I want and hold you in my arms forever.” 

She stared at him in disbelief. How could he say all these things? How could he look her in the eyes and expect her to let him go without arguing. He loved her, and she loved him. It seemed simple enough. “If you loved me, you’d still be mine,” she whispered harshly.

“I’ll always be yours and only yours. You’re the only one who’ll ever have my heart, and that’s why I have to say goodbye. I love you too much to hurt you anymore. If we stay together, I would…. over and over again. It’s inevitable. I can guarantee you that this is hurting me way more than it’s hurting you, Lizzy.” Tears were falling from his eyes nonstop now. He closed his eyes and Lizzy watched as his body shook from the sobbing. She flung her arms around his waist and cried into his chest. He wrapped his arms around her tightly in return and kissed the top of her head. 

“So this is really it, huh?” She croaked. 

“Yeah,” He choked out and pulled away just enough to look into her big brown eyes one last time. “It’s really it.” Her eyes were glistening from the tears and it took every ounce of willpower he had to not kiss her right then and there. She pecked him on the cheek before pulling away from his grasp.

“Bye, I guess then,” she whispered as she walked towards the door without looking back.

“Bye, Elizabeth.” He replied sadly. She walked out the door and closed it behind her. I love you, baby….

A/N: I was seriously tearing up, myself, as i wrote this. obviously the story's not over. Their LOVE MUST CONQUER! haha we shall see :D

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