Johnny's POV
After Pony and I talked we just sat there for a little bit chilling out and watching tv.
Soon Two came over and I was gonna walk back to Dal's, but I remembered that he wanted to come ans get me.
Which this than gave me time to think about what I was gonna say to him before he came over.
I didn't know if I wanted to blurt it out or be calm with it.
But I didn't get much time to really think about it, because about half an hour after atwo showed up Dally walked through the door.
He said hi to Pony and Two, noticing them sitting awfully close. But he didn't say anything because he knew it wasn't any of his buisness.
"Wanna get goin Johnny?", Dally asks me, probably not wanting to be there once Darry finds out what's going on.
I nodded ny head yes and said bye to the others before we began to walk home.
Home, I like having a place to call home.
On the way home we didn't talk, not that we ever really did talk, but it was still better than walking home.
Atleast I knew I was safe.
We held hands again too, neither questioning it. Honestly holding his hand felt like a reaction now, which I thought was a good thing.
Finally when we were in our apartment safe from everything I started to talk to Dal about a few things.
"Yeah so I guess Pony and Two are a thing now.", I say while he hads me a cigarette.
He nods his head,"Not surprised, Two has like Pony for as long as I can remember."
"Yeah I guess your right, but I guess Two must be good with words cause he got Pony to go down on him last night."
Dal didn't even looked shocked,"Good for the kid, but Two better run and hide if Darry ever finds out."
I agree with his statement because he was not wrong. Darry looked at Pony and Soda as his kids, which they were all he had left so of Two hurts him, Darry might kill the pore boy.
"Anything else interesting?", he asks finishing his cigarette.
I didn't know what to say, I wanted to blurt out everything but something was holding me back.
"No, Soda and Steve are still the same. Scaring Pony with all of their fuckin."
This made Dal laugh,"They've been doin that since junior high."
I was a bit shocked but I kinda just shook it off my shoulders. Soda and Steve could do whatever they wanted with each other at any age and I wouldn't care.
"Besides Soda and Steve, you got anything else you wanna say? I mean I was kinda wondering why you needed to see Pony so early, but if you don't want me to know I understand."
Then I blurted it out,"Why did you kiss me that day we saw those Soc's?"
He looked at me a bit shocked that I asked, but answered none the less,"You calm me down, don't know why or how but you do. Your touch does I guess."
"Do I make you happy?", I ask him wanting to know more.
He looks at me not really wanting to answer, and Dally did what he wanted so he didn't.
I guess this made me fustrated so I just kinda started to blurt shit out.
"Dally I think I love you!"
Then I slappes my hand over my mouth like Pony was doing earlier that day.
Dally just nods his heas,"Yeah, I think I love you too."
"Wait how? You have slept with so many girls? I figured I was just an easy screw or something.", I say admiting my feelings to him.
"Doesn't matter how many girls I screw Johnny, they never met anything to me I guess. They were the east screw, your the only person that I enjoy doing it with. I think that's because I love you, but I really don't know."
We were both confused on what was going on.
"Dally I feel safe around you, you take care of me and you let me in when nobody else could. I lost my virginity and my first kiss to you too. I think I love you, and I think this because your the only person who makes my heart beat fast, makes me feels safe enough at night to sleep. Dal, I hate all this sappy shit but I need you to know I guess.", I tell him putting my head down.
He put a finger up under my chin to pull my head up,"Yeah Johnny, I think I love you too. When I first met you I knew you were different and I was scared really at they way you made me feel. When I'm with you I'm not angry and I don't wanna kill everything. You bring a light into my life that nobody has ever had. So yeah I think I love you and I don't think I am affraid to say that anymore."
Then he leaned down and kissed my lips passionately.
I smiled into the kiss, a real genuine smile and wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him closer.
He smiled too and wrapped his arms around my waste, then lifted me up and carried me to our room.
When we were there he sat me down and we both quickly got undressed.
Slipping into the covers I knew we weren't gonna have sex, well atleast not tonight.
"Johnny?", Dally says laying next to me.
I turned to him so I was facing him,"Yeah?"
"Will you be me boyfriend?", he askes me, clearly never doing this before.
I nodded my head yes, kissed him quickly then layed my head down on his chest.
He wrapped his arms around my waste and pulled me as close as possible to him.
A smiled grew on my face as I began to fall asleep.
I felt safe and loved, plus I knew Dally felt happy and loved.
We never had felt this before until now, and because of this I will never regret tell Dally that I thought I loved him.
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I Think I Love You (Jally)
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