"I know you are there... open the door. Honey is midnight you should rest, why you keep waking up? Do you feel okay? I'm here for you, you know that right? Please come with me, I'll hug you until you sleep".
Season 2 from "The Feeling of Ending".
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A few hours ago, we arrived at Hawaii's airport with the staff, we got through the previous inspection before getting inside the flight. And before getting inside the airplane, Y/N and I had a conversation about what will happen next.
Nothing went bad after we talked, but I wanted to make sure that she wasn't feeling pressured to act normally with Rocky when she met him again. After all, she doesn't want her nightmare to come true.
We're currently inside the airplane, some hours had passed by since we've been up in the clouds.
I'm trying to think clearly as she sleeps since I don't want her to worry more than she already is by coming back, however, I can't stop myself from thinking that I was in cloud nine, and now by going back, I'm getting to a cloud beneath it.
I love my members, I love Arohas, and I love Fantagio. I love my family. But being with Y/N was everything to me, and even though I miss the boys, I feel a bit afraid and unsure how the things will turn out with Rocky.
I see Y/N sleeping next to me calmly, she seems on ease just as it should be. I caressed her hair gently while grinning happily, I kissed her head and looked again. I don't want to wake her up. One last time I leaned closer to her, and then I pecked her rosy lips.
Suddenly, she moved a little bit but just to reload her head on my shoulder.
She's so cute, I can't deal with this girl.
I sighed a bit before looking outside to see the clouds.
-I don't know if you ever asked this to yourself, but if you ever wondered how much I love you I can say that I love you a lot – I whispered while looking at Y/N sleeping.
-I'm not good with words, I can write them in a song but I can express them by just simple words coming out my mouth – I continued. -You mean a lot to me, Y/N, you are someone whom heart is so big that no one can ever replace – I admitted.
-I thank you for our days and nights, our fights and lovely times, and for those lessons, you taught me about honesty and love – I admitted. -I love you so much, my little bean – I smiled before kissing her hand lightly.
*TIME LATER*
The plane already arrived at the final destination, now, Y/N and I are trying to get towards the van without making too much of a scandal. Luckily, some Arohas were there but since nobody had knowledge about our arrival day, the airport was almost empty.
Both of us are getting inside the van while the staff started to put our luggage on the back part, and once again we were sitting down but this time it was just for going to the dorms.
-Do you have everything? – I asked while putting the seatbelt on.
-Yes, do you? – She asked while doing the same thing as me.
-Yeah, are you ready? – I asked while looking at her a bit concerned.
-I am – She smiled.
-Ready for what? – MJ suddenly asked while popping out of nowhere.
-OH! Yah! Don't scare me! Kim Myungjun! – Y/N complained while hitting him.
-We missed you, hyung! – Sanha said while back hugging me from the seat behind ours.
-Wow, you are here too? – I questioned surprised while looking at him brightly.
-Everyone is here – JinJin said while looking at us happily.
-Oh, there's our trio – Y/N said while looking at Eunwoo lightly.
-Yah! Y/N! – I complained while blushing out.
-*Chuckle* he hasn't changed one bit – Eunwoo smiled.
-How was the trip, huh? – Rocky asked happily.
-Amazing – Y/N said very cheerfully.
-I'm glad – He smiled.
-We missed you all – I said while caressing JinJin's hair.
-We missed you too – JinJin chuckled.
As everyone started to talk in between them, Rocky changed places with Sanha, and then he got closer to me.
-We need to talk – He whispered against my ear. I just nodded as a response, and then we both pretended that the tension in between us wasn't there.
*AT THE DORMS*
Everyone was happy to see us again, we arrived at the dorms safely and very excited. However, Y/N and I just wanted to rest, so, we'll probably go in a while.
Currently, I'm with Rocky inside the room he shares with Sanha and Eunwoo. Both of us aren't saying anything yet, but I'm sure that he wants to talk about Y/N.
-What do you want to talk about? – I asked, finally, breaking the long-lasted silence inside the room.
-It's about her – Rocky said.
-Just about her? Nothing else? – I asked.
-Well, yes, there's more but I think that's the most valuable thing right now – Rocky spoke.
-Okay, I'm listening to you – I said before letting out a deep sigh.
-I-I'm sorry for making Y/N worry about our friendship – Rocky stuttered. -I'm so sorry for putting myself first instead of our friendship, and for hiding things from you when I shouldn't – He continued.
-Wait, are you serious? – I asked surprised.
-Yeah – He nodded. -I talked with MJ-hyung, he told me how your relationship with Y/N is, and the ways you two are truly connected as one – Rocky explained.
-And what did you think about it? – I questioned curiously.
-You two are just soulmates, and I now understand that I should keep my distance – Rocky said before looking away from me.
-I don't want you to feel bad though, I mean, you are part of my family now, Rocky – I said while looking at him concerned.
-I know, hyung, and you are part of mine too – Rocky smiled. -But you shouldn't worry, I'll just move on and I promise that nothing will change – He vowed.
-You know that she will still take care of you, right? – I questioned while looking at him with a settle smile.
-I know, she's amazing – Rocky said happily. -You are amazing, hyung – He said while patting my shoulder.
-No, you are – I smiled. -Thank you, I love you a lot – I said before I hugged him tightly.
-*Sigh* I love you more, hyung... just take care of her for me, okay? – Rocky chuckled.
