"I know you are there... open the door. Honey is midnight you should rest, why you keep waking up? Do you feel okay? I'm here for you, you know that right? Please come with me, I'll hug you until you sleep".
Season 2 from "The Feeling of Ending".
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I'm about to take a shower while Y/N is preparing the bed for us to sleep tonight, everything went as I wanted and yet again we are happy and without any more apologies to make. However, I'm still thinking. Everything she passed through just makes me realize a bunch of things I didn't before, and it even makes me feel bad for her because there were nights when she couldn't sleep and I wasn't truly there to help her out.
I got inside the shower and I let the water pour down my body, slowly I started to place some shampoo on my hair, and in the meanwhile, my head was busy just thinking about what happened today; fights, hits, downs but highs, and love. Then again I start to wonder those days when Juliet was alive, even if she isn't here anymore she'll always have a special place in my heart. I don't think about her a lot as I used to but I do want to remember the first time Y/N was so affectionate to me when we started to feel this for each other. I mean it's been years since then but I just want to remember how she was and what she did for me, because after all right now is my time to help her out.
After a thoughtful shower, I got out of the bathroom with the towel around my waist, I started to walk towards the closet which is leading up to where Y/N is. Our room is pretty big so it's just comfortable to be around, that's why when one of us get ill we just want to stay up in here. As soon as I reached the closet I started to grab my sleepwear but then I turned around and saw Y/N sitting down on the bench in front of the window, she was looking to the outside and she seems like lost in a way.
-Baby, are you okay? – I asked as I got towards her.
-Yes, don't worry about me – Y/N said as she smiled at me.
-Is there's something I can do? – I asked her while sitting next to her.
-Hmm – She caressed my hair. –Get ready to sleep, I don't want you to catch a cold being like this – Y/N added with a settle smile.
Immediately I started to change and then I sat next to her again, I took her hand and looked at her concerned. –Just tell me – I insisted.
-*Sigh* I'm scared to sleep tonight – Y/N said as she looked at me pretty concerned. –I don't want to dream about the same old things – She added with bright eyes, almost like she wanted to cry.
-No, no, no – I said while grabbing her head in between my hands. –You'll be alright, I promise you I'll be here – I said while caressing her cheek. Then I started to guide her all the way to the bedroom, both of us laid down just ready to sleep. I covered her up with the blankets while both of us started to get cozy in bed, then I turned off the lights and the only light shining brightly was coming from the moon.
-Moonbin – Y/N called about my name while hiding her face against my chest.
-I'm here, I won't leave Y/N – I said as a whisper while caressing her hair.
-Alright – Y/N said as she started to cuddle next to me. I could see her eyes wide open, she wasn't planning on sleeping tonight so I started to sing a ballad song for her. Little by little she started to fall asleep, and when she was totally asleep I gave her a kiss on her head.
-Sweet dreams, Y/N.
*THE NEXT DAY*
-Y/N's POV-
You were on your way home since this morning you went to your therapy, the day is windy but the sun is showing up like usual, and you are feeling pretty good after solving out everything with Moonbin yesterday.
After walking a little more you were finally home so you got inside and left your things on top of the counter's stool, then you went all the way to the backyard. You started to enjoy happily the weather and right after that, you played some songs on the speakers that are there when suddenly you received a video call from MJ. You answered.
-Morning Oppa – You said happily while opening up the doors from the living room for it to be connected with the backyard.
-Good morning – MJ said while looking at you happily. –Are you having a party? – He joked.
-*Chuckle* I need one but no, I'm not. I'm just opening the doors and I put some music on – You said before you sat down on the couch.
-Sounds great, it seems that you are feeling a lot better than before – MJ said. –Are you alright now? – He asked.
-Hmm, I'm slowly recovering but I'll be alright – You said positively. –By the way, you shouldn't be on your activities by now? – You asked curiously.
-I should but I wanted to talk to you. Yah! It's been so long since we saw each other – MJ complained.
-No, it hasn't! We saw each other like one or two days ago – You said in between chuckles.
-Right, sorry I got used to being with you all the time – MJ said dramatically.
-Come on! You enjoy to be with JinJin more than you used to be with me – You said with a smirk.
-Yah! Why's that look on your eyes? – MJ asked while bushing out.
-Hmm, nothing I was just trying to see your reaction – You said. –There's something in between you both, right? – You teased.
-N-No, w-what do you mean? – He shuttered.
-*Laugh* oh brother, you are a lost case – You laughed.
-Shush, I'm not and I'll prove that to you – MJ said sarcastically offended, which made you laugh by his cute shyness. –Anyways, are you better with Moonbin? – He asked.
-Yes, a lot better but I'm worried that I can't keep on going – You said before you sighed.
-Is he putting too much pressure on you? – MJ asked concerned.
-No, he isn't – You said. –After the talk we had, I think he already knows how hard this is for me – You clarified.
-Hmm, he better because I won't let him harm you again – MJ said a bit upset.
-Yah~ I'm okay, don't worry – You said as you looked at him with a smile. –You don't have to be all overprotective again – You joked.
-I sure will if he does something to you – MJ said very securely of himself. –Just tell me if he makes you cry, I'll kick his ass.
-*Laugh* sure oppa, you will – You laughed.
-MJ-hyung! – You heard JinJin calling out his name.
-Oh! The leader is calling – MJ said as he looked over to the door.
-Is more like your leader is calling – You teased.
-Yah! Stop it! – MJ said while blushing out. –I'll go now before you come up with something else – MJ said a bit shyly.
-*Chuckle* alright Oppa, I love you – You said with a cute face.
-Love you more, take care baby sister – MJ said while waving at you, and right after that you two ended the video call.
-*Chuckle* you now are the one in love – You thought happily.
