Cruel Fate (Book 1)

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After I read the last record of this woman that I recently knew that she is my mother, I suddenly can't feel my feet, and I stared at the mirror and don't know what expression should I make to this information that just can't sink in in my mind. I shrugged my head trying to clear my mind, I went to the kitchen and drunk a cold nice water and I deep breath, eventually I calm down. I go back to my room, I really can't believe this! Is she really my mother?! She can't be, this woman is really loving and caring mother to her son and good wife to her husband, it's totally opposite to my mother I knew, that my father described to me since then. What's happening?!! I'm really confused, I don't know who's telling the truth!! Maybe there is anything that will clear my mind, I went to my father's room, I opened his cabinet, actually I don't know what should I find, I just know that I need to search anything here, then later on I saw a picture of the woman and I'm really shocked, my eyes began to widened cause my father is there with her together with me between them when I'm still a baby, this is our family picture and this is the perfect thing to clear up my mind. But how can my father lied to me! HOW EVIL HE WAS?! HOW STUPID I'AM TO BELIEVE TO ALL WHAT HE SAID TO MY MOTHER THAT EASY!! I'm angry to my father but the truth is I'm really angry to myself, I suddenly fall asleep unnoticely because of the things that I've discovered that maked me feel tired.

I woke up, it's little dark now outside, specially here in my room so I turned on the light, and eventually it spread through out my room, now I'm able to see what time is it, I'm shocked that it's already 6:30 pm, I forgot that I need to go to the supermarket to buy my food for my dinner later and breakfast for tomorrow, I immediately get my wallet and then secured my house. The supermarket is few meters a way so I'll just take a short walk, as I walk, I can feel the cool wind from the ocean spreading around me that makes me shiver, then suddenly I remember the problem that I was facing off, my perception towards to my mother has changed, now I'm really pity her, I can't believe what happen to her life, it's really traumatic, I hope I can help her, I hope I can make her feel okay.

After walking while talking to myself using my mind, finally I made it to the supermarket, I go inside and pick up a basket for the food that I will buy. I go to the meat section and get half kilo of porchop, then deciding what kind of cook should I make to this porchops, then my decision is to fried them, so I went to the condiment section and get oil, then I also get 2 kilos of rice then I walk to the cashier but before I made it there, I remember that I should also buy food for my breakfast for tomorrow so I immediately go back and get loaf bread and three eggs, finally I go to the cashier and pay my groceries. It takes me about 5 minutes of walking until I got home, I go to the kitchen to make my dinner, I fried 2 porchops and I cook the rice while waiting for my food to cook, I realized that I should be more responsible and be independent cause no one will take care me anymore, I should be act as a man now. Now my porchops is fried and it's smell delicious, so I put it to my plate and get some rice, it's really fulfilling that you eat your food that you prepared by yourself, after I ate, I wash the dishes and clean up the table, even though I make myself busy, I still have a heavy feeling about what happened to my family. As I finish my work in the kitchen, I go to my bedroom and throw myself onto my bed, I have a hard time to sleep cause there's a lot of things wondering around my mind, but eventually I fall asleep.

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The revelation part it's too long, finally it's done, I hope you like the flow of the story, but to make it more exciting I changed the title cause I'm planning to make a book 2. :))) hehehe please don't forget to vote this part :))