Cruel Fate (Book 1)

Cruel Fate-o9.3

I'm staring at the beautiful sea, wondering nothing, while walking back home, it's really makes me feel so special just by looking at the ocean waves, it removes all the pain that I'm facing right now, even though it's just temporary and too fast I'm still grateful. Without knowing, I'm already in front of my house, so I put my left hand inside my left pocket and got the keys, then I inserted it inside the door nub and twisted it, and as I heard a click, I opened the door and finally I got inside. I closed my umbrella then put it on the left side of my main door.

As I went to the kitchen, I unpacked my groceries, it's already 12:40, 20 minutes more before 1:00 and I still don't have lunch. I got 3 pieces of beef then put it on a clean small bowl and I marinated it for 10 minutes, while waiting, I cooked 3 cups of rice, then I put the left beef inside the fridge together with the left rice. I went to the center of the kitchen where you can find my electric stove, I slightly bend my knees to reach the cabinet under my stove, I opened it and got the frying pan. As I get it, I turned on the electric stove and put the frying pan on it, then I preheated the frying pan for 10 minutes, I put 1 and 1/2 cup of oil, then I put the marinated beef on it, while waiting, I get a plate, spoon, fork and glass then I put them on the table, now I just need to wait, until my beef get golden fried. Thirty minutes past the rice and the beef are perfectly cooked, I put the rice on a clean plate, also the beef, and I put them on the table, then I sit down, I put four spoons of rice and all the beef that I cooked on my plate, I started to eat, as I swallow the beef, I can taste it's juiciness and deliciousness because of the lemon and garlic that I used to marinate to them, I really can't even stop myself from eating, it taste so good, the saltiness is just perfect, it's little bit sweet, I guess because of the food that I always prepare to myself will make me so chubby. As the time pass by, I did not noticed that I'm already finished my food, I just washed the utensils that I used, then there still rice left, so I grab the plate, open the door of my fridge, and I put it inside. Now my kitchen is already clean up, then I suddenly feel sleepy, so I close the door of the kitchen, pass by the living room, and go upstairs.

As I get inside my bedroom, I open my closet and grab a clean T-shirt and close it. I remove my red T- shirt that I wear cause it smells bad, because of my sweat, then I just decided that I will wear the clean white T-shirt later after I sleep, cause I want to sleep comfortable. I lay down on my bed, thinking nothing and then, fall asleep without noticing it.

Suddenly I hear someone's knocking the door, so I woke up, I force myself to stand up, then I go near to the window so I able to see whose knocking, then I saw a person, don't know what particular gender, cause I don't see her or his face because she's or he's wearing a cup, I see that person holding many envelopes, maybe she's gonna ask money for donation to her or his studies or whatsoever, so I go downstairs and say to her or him that sorry I don't have money, as I open the door, mu eyes got widened and my mouth slightly open, cause I been amazed cause she is a woman. She introduced to me her beautiful big eyes and smiling pink lips, I suddenly stop, forgot what I should say and just stair at her beautiful face, bit the smile on her face suddenly change to frown and blushing face, then I'm thinking why, then I remember that I still don't have T-shirt, I'm totally topless, that you can see my 6 pack abs, so my face suddenly heat up. She speak that clear up my mind and back to my senses and she said softly, "here's your electric bill sir, from meralco." And I said "thank you miss" then she replied "no problem sir, at your service" then she immediately go to the other house to give their electric bill too, I guess she's very jolly because she always wear a beautiful smile. I close the door, then I open the bill to check how much it  cost, then my eyes suddenly widened because of shock, the electric bill is one thousand five hundred and eighty eight pesos, I don't know if I can still be able to pay this, cause my savings are almost three hundred left and it's not enough for another one week of food supply and I don't have source of income, I check the due date of the payment and it's only one week extension, my expression become worse cause I really don't know how solve this problem, my dad is not here  anymore to pay the bills.

I go upstairs and go to my bedroom, I put the bill inside my drawer beside my closet, I just don't want to think that payment yet tonight, cause I can't add that problem to my stress, cause if I mind that, maybe later I'll be out of my mind and go to the nearest mental hospital. I decided to prepare my clothes for tomorrow's sabbath day, so I open my closet, I get my polo long sleeves and my black slacks because this is my Sunday's best. I put my black slacks first on my bed then I iron it, then next is my polo long sleeves, I carefully put it inside my closet and hang them using a hanger, then I close it's door. It's getting darker now inside my house, I go outside of my room, leaving the light there turned on, then go down, I open the light in the living, and I also plan to take my dinner now. As I open the door of the kitchen, I go inside, it's very dark here now, so I immediately turn on the light, as the light spread through out the kitchen, I  go near to the frige to open it, but before I do that, suddenly I feel something loneliness again inside my heart, cause I just realized that my life just keep repeating everyday without any exciting happening, I still don't know where my right path of happiness is. I end up lost my appetite, so I just turn off the light in the kitchen, close it's door and go back to my bedroom.

Now I just want to take a bath, so I get my towel, hanging near at the window and grab it, then I get inside the bathroom, I"m little bit afraid, cause the weather tonight was too cold, I really don't know what happening in our weather, during days, it's very hot but during nights it's very cold. I touch the water, and I feel the coldness of it, I really don't want to take a bath, but I don't have a choice cause I smell bad because of my sweat earlier, though I know  will suffer from great shiver sooner after I take a bath. I just take a deep breath, gather so much courage and open the shower, as the cold water strike me, I already feel my knees are shaking, I hope my shower can change the temperature, but sadly it can't, so in just five minutes, I'm already done. As I go outside of my bathroom, I immediately open my closet and get a pajamas and wear it in a faster manner and same as my T-shirt. I can't stop myself from sneezing, so I just get few tissues in case I release something from my nose. A few minutes later, I stop sneezing, so I'am able to sleep now, I lay down my body on my bed, cover my entire body using a thick bed sheet, I suddenly feel sleepy, but before I totally close my eyes, I suddenly get up and seat on my bed cause I remember to pray, and I said, "Our dearest Heavenly Father, tonight I'm really grateful for a very peaceful that day I have today, I thank thee for taking care me, for giving me a good food and healthy body, I also thank thee for guiding me and keep protecting me, and now this time Father, I ask for a great more blessing to come for me, I ask thee to give me more strength to endure all the pain that I'm facing, and ask thee to watch me to the entire night while I'm sleeping, all these think I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. After I pray I immediately fell asleep.

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Hi guys!!! :)) first of all I just want to apologize for making you wait for so long, cause I took my final exams in my first trimester last few days haha... :)) and I don't have spare time to make chapters immediately. By the way thanks for all the supporters that voted the recent chapters that I make, the "Cruel Fate-o9.1&.2" I gained 65 votes that really make me flattered guys, and inspires me to finish my story as soon as possible :)) hope you keep up your support to the story, thank you very much :))