Bucky X Reader {Missing Part 1}

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Bucky X Female!Reader
Missing Part 1
Song: The Ghost of You by MCR
Warning: Strong Language

Your POV
  I sat in bed, watching as my boyfriend, Bucky, packed for his mission. I sighed and looked over at him sadly. He looked over at me and frowned. He walked over to me and put his hand on my cheek, rubbing it lightly. I hummed and leaned against his touch.

"Don't give me that face, Doll. I promise I'll be back soon." Bucky said, sitting next to me. I looked over at him, feeling tears building up in my eyes.

"How do you know you'll come back? What if something crazy happens and I loose you." I said, tears rushing down my cheeks. Bucky wiped away my tears and kissed my lips lightly. I kissed back, wrapping my arms around his neck. He pulled me onto his lap and he looked up at me, kissing both my cheeks lightly.

"I know because I could never leave my best gal alone. You mean the world to me. I promise I'll be back." Bucky said. I smiled and nodded. My tears still welled up in my eyes. It was crazy how much I was gonna miss Bucky.

"I'm gonna miss you so much, you punk." I said, putting my hand on his cheek. He chuckled and I got off of his lap.

"I'm gonna miss you so much too, Darling." He said. He got up and began to finish packing. I huffed and helped him.

•Later•
  I wiped my eyes as Steve, Sam, and Bucky all got ready to go. I couldn't help but cry. Steve, Sam, and Bucky were all so important to me. I was gonna be a wreck while they were gone. Bucky turned to me and hugged me tightly. I hugged him back, not wanting to let go. I never wanted to let go. He pulled away and kissed my forehead tenderly. I looked up at him and he kissed my lips passionately. I kissed back, pressing against him. He pulled away and smiled down at me.

"Cmon Buck! We better get going." Sam said. Bucky nodded and looked down at me again.

"I love you, Y/N. I'll see you soon, ok?" Bucky said. I nodded as tears began to roll down my cheeks. He wiped them away and hugged me tightly one last time.

"I love you too James. I better see you soon." I said, giggling. He smiled and walked towards Steve and Sam.

"Steve. Wait." I said, running towards Steve. I put my hands on his arms, staring up at him seriously.

"Steve. Promise me that you'll bring Bucky back to me." I said seriously, feeling hot tears roll down my cheeks. He smiled and nodded.

"I promise, Y/N." Steve said. I smiled and let go of him. Hugging him one last time before he ran to catch up with Bucky and Sam. I waved goodbye and turned around to see Wanda and Tony. I bursted into tears as Wanda and Tony hugged me tightly.

•1 Month Later•
I sat in Stark Towers with Wanda. Ever since Bucky left, I've been staying here. I never liked living alone. It wasn't my style. Me and Wanda watched the news and ate some popcorn.

"Y/N! Guess who's home!" Tony yelled from the kitchen. I got up and looked over at the door to see a flash of blonde hair. My eyes widened and I smiled, running towards the door. I opened it quickly to see Steve and Sam, but no Bucky. My eyes widened and I felt sick.

"Y/N. I'm so sorry." Steve mumbled. Tears fell rapidly down my face as I stared at Steve.

"W-where's Bucky?" I asked, feeling myself begin to hyperventilate.

"He's missing, Y/N. I'm so sorry. He went missing during our mission." Sam said. I looked down, feeling sobs build up in my throat. Steve came over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I pushed him off, growling.

"You fucking promised me, Steve. You promised." I said, beginning to sob. Steve looked down sadly.

"I know. And I'm so sorry I broke our promise." Steve said. I looked up at him, feeling crazy off of my tears.

"You didn't just break our promise Steve. You lost Bucky! Bucky is the only man I've ever loved! And now he's gone. Maybe if you didn't force him to go on that fucking mission, he would still be here with me." I screamed, my tears blinding me. Steve looked down and I sobbed. Wanda came over to me and hugged me tightly. I sobbed loudly, feeling my legs give out from underneath me.

"Breath, Y/N. Breath." Wanda cooed in my ear.

"I-I wanna go home. I-I need to go home. Now." I said through sobs. Wanda nodded and helped me up to my room I was staying in. I began to pack my things, my heart cracking. I was so angry and saddened. I just needed to be alone for a while until I could comprehend. I packed the rest of my things before going back downstairs. I kept my head down and passed by everyone.

"I'm so sorry, Y/N. I called a cab for you. If you need me I'm here, ok?" I heard Tony say. I looked up at him and nodded. I hugged him tightly before leaving the towers. I got into the cab and kept my head down most of the ride. I hugged my bag tightly, watching the rain soak the windows of the car. I kept thinking about how much I would miss Bucky's voice, touch, laugh, everything. The cab driver dropped me off at my apartment. I grabbed my bag and stood in the rain, staring at my apartment complex. I walked inside and grabbed my keys, opening up my apartment door. I took a deep breath and threw my bag onto the floor. I walked into the bedroom and began to cry as I opened Bucky's closet. I walked inside, sitting on the floor and crying.

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   I hope you all enjoyed part 1!! I'm gonna try my best to get parts 2 and 3 out tonight. So look out for them! Don't forget to comment and vote!

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