chapter 5

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Warning: this chapter contains PTSD symptoms. I don't want to trigger anyone so if you do not feel comfortable reading it please skip that part. I will be marking the spot. Please no hate I have warned you. Thx and enjoy.

My alarm went off and I rolled over to turn it off even though I've been up since 3 because of my PTSD. I haven't told anyone about it. I hate talking about my feelings.

I figured I better get up to go to school instead of being depressed. I threw on a pair of sweat pants, a black and white t-shirt, my leather jacket, black beanie, and a pair of pumps.

I went downstairs grabbed a green apple and a cup of coffee. "Still take it black?" My dad asked. "Yup" I replied popping the "p". "That's so disgusting" Aiden said.

"You know what I think is disgusting?" I asked while getting Max food. "Me" he replied sarcastically. "No, your baby." I said knowing it would piss him off. "That's a nice car and don't disrespect my baby." He said offended.

"Alright you two nock it off." He said amusement in his voice. "Yeah Scar" Aiden said with a smirk. I smirked back and replied, "remember what happened last time you pissed me off?" His smirk vanished and he clutched his arm, glaring at me.

" Bye dad, bye wimp" and left before they could say anything. I decided to jog since I didn't this morning. Someone put there hand on my shoulder. Suddenly I was back in Afghanistan.

--warning read at own risk--

I turned around and saw a man with a knife. I immediately went into war mode and attached him putting my arm on his neck. Still adding pressure.

--end of scene--

I came back to reality and got off the guy apologizing several times. "It's ok" the man choked out. "Oh here" I said handing him my water bottle. He took it greatfuly and drank it.

I headed off to school after explaining to him that I wasn't being chased. My PTSD got worse after my 2nd deployment. But I hate shrinks.

I finally got to school and people were staring at me and Max again. I wasn't in the mood for this again today. "What are you looking at?" I questioned rudder than I meant for it.

A couple people said sorry some people just put there head down and walked away. Except for the chick that was beating up Rose yesterday and her minions.

"Well someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed." She said. "Yeah well I'm not a very nice person." I replied a little triggered.

"Yeah well that's not surprising being your a Marine and a wanna be hero." She said. Ok this bitch is really starting to piss me off. "Oh and let's not forget your the reason your mom's dead." She said smiling.

I finally snapped. I tackled her and threw punch after punch. I keep giving her blows even though she was unconscious. Her friends tried pulling me off but I beat all of them too. Max kept barking witch was really annoying.

Rose came up to me telling me to stop and calm down. I don't know why but I did. Max finally stopped barking. The principal came and saw the girls on the floor. Then he looked at my hands and saw they were all bloody.

"My office now!" He screamed. I new I was in deep shit. "You to Rose." He added. "Yes sir," she said in a small voice. And for some reason I wanted to beat the shit out of him for making her feel small.

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I was waiting for Dad to get here to take me home. I got suspended for all of next week and that bitch was suspended for a week and a half. Rose got the rest of the day off but could continue class Monday thank God.

Dad stormed in, "get up" he said really pissed. I just got up went to the car with Max not saying a word.

He got in slammed his door and started driving. I stared straight ahead. He finally broke the silence, "damn it Scar your second day in school and you get suspended really!" I stayed silent not wanting to argue.

He sighed. "What happened?" He asked calmly. " She said I was the reason why mom was dead." He looked a little taken back. "The funny thing is that she's right." I say turning towards him.

"Scar that's not true. You were young there was nothing you could have done. And besides she made the choice to pertect you like a parent should, ok?" I simply nodded.

I got out went into the house, unbuckled Max and went upstairs. Even though I nodded I knew it was still my fault. If I wouldn't have been there she would still be alive.

I took one of the sleeping pills the Marine doctor gave me. I'll take my PTSD pills in the morning, but right now I just want to sleep.

I set my pills on the night stand next to me. I down the pill and fall asleep on my bed.

Crazy stuff I know but I thought it was interesting to know for the story.

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