You were about to kill yourself when the doctor and yaz find you. After a while with them you are growing closer to the doctor and you may have a little crush on her but what you don't know is that Yasmin also has a little crush.... but it's on you...
You woke up feeling pretty useless. You were tired from running through the tardis trying to get away from the doctor last night and when you went back to sleep it was really late so you didn't get the amount of sleep you needed.
When you woke up your right hand had been laying over you left wrist, feeling the roughness of the scars that had been left there. The cause the scars was because you were self harming a lot but you started to feel better ever since being in the tardis with the doctor and yaz but not today. You got up still in your pyjamas and went on your phone and onto Instagram.
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Liked by 201,033 others Lucyxo uhhh I'm so fat and uglyyyy View all 19,601 comments Did_an_oopsie noooo your beautiful babes x Lexi_ older xx Y_g199 girl you fit _.el.l you know I'm always here for you babe x
You were so annoyed how girls like that act like they're fat and ugly when they're not. They just want attention and you're sick of it. You decided not to like their post and go look in your messages. You had one new message.
Lucyxo your a fat useless whore and you know it. Your ugly as fuck and you should just die so why don't you just kill you're self.
(Your username) *you're. *you're. *your.
You knew that Lucy was right. You were just a waste of space so you had conjured up a plan.
You changed into a white t-shirt and blue jeans and asked the doctor and yaz if they land by a shop so you could get something and you knew that the doctor could read your mind and shit but it looked like she'd forgotten because she started asking you questions.
"(Y/N), what do you want from the shop? You know I probably have what you want in the tardis." "I don't think so", you replied "(Y/N), are you okay?" Yaz continued "Yep", you said walking out the tardis since the doctor had landed her.
You looked through the aisle of the stationary and found what you were looking for. A packet of razor blades. You had the money in your pocket and payed for them and re-joined yaz and the doctor in the tardis.
"So", yaz started "what did you need in the shop?" "Nothing" "(Y/N). Tell us", the doctor said. "Why should I, you're not my mother, hold up. Wait oh yeahhhh.... my mums dead! You know what SO IS THE WHOLE OF MY FUCKING FAMILY SO FUCK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!" You got so angry, your blood started to boil.
You stormed down the corridor and into your bedroom locking the door. You pulled out the razor blades and sliced your wrists continuously until blood cover your fist and made a little puddle on the floor.
"You did not!" You heard the doctor shouting from the console room running into the corridor. At this point you were on your needs. The life flowing out of you and onto the floorboards around you. "What doctor? Who did what?" Yaz sounded calm but the doctor surely wasn't. She banged on your door and tried to twist the door knob but had no luck. She had the idea to sonic it and you could hear that. She soniced the door and yaz and her stumbled into the room where your body was laid. You started to feel better. Your emotions were numb and you didn't worry about anything.
The doctor picked you up bridal style and laid you on the table in the med bay and started to wrap your wounds up.
"Why,why would you do this?!" The doctor said sadness filling her voice. You didn't know why the doctor and yaz were so upset. You didn't even know them they were fucking strangers for gods sake.
Yaz took your hand in hers and started to stroke the back of it with her thumb. You didn't seem to notice. You were loosing too much blood. Your vision was now blurry. And yaz's and the doctor's voices were now distance except you heard the doctor's voice in your head.
'Don't give up on me (Y/N). I know you are stronger than this. Come on. Please! Please......for me.'
