~ Luke P.O.V.
"Hey Lucy." I smiled at the pretty girl hugging my best friend. I've know her for two years now, as long as I've known Ashton. Yes, I just moved here, but by coincidence it turned out that my pen pal Ashton was the same Ashton living next to me. He and Lucy used to write me the cutest letters. I swear, if she'd be a boy (or I'd be straight) I would've been falling for her. "Hey Lukey!" She smiles at me and hugs me carefully to not move the needle by accident, "how are you?" She asked and I could see the pity in her eyes. "Don't.." I whisper, hurt by the fact that she still wasn't able to handle the situation. I didn't tell them about the whole cancer thingy before I actually met them and for them it seemed very hard to handle. She kept looking at that weird kiwi boy.. I wondered if she thinks he's hot. "WHAT?!" She yelled at me. I looked at her confused until it hit me.. I was thinking out loud. Shit. The entire room was staring at us. "Uh.. Sorry?" I asked and made my famous puppy face. When I did it, I caught Michael staring at me, his eyes nearly falling out. I smirked as I pecked her cheek. "Play along.." I whispered quietly. She just nodded and smirked. "Babe I've missed you so much!" I exclaimed and pecked her lips. She giggled "I've missed you too Hun! But the holiday was soo great!". We always do that when someone's checking us out and we want to make them jealous. And it worked. By now Michael looked... Oops. Not jealous. Hurt and disappointed definitely wasn't the reaction I wanted. I gently pushed her off my lap and walked over to him. "Can we talk?" I asked right away. He just nodded and stood up, then he left the room. I followed him. He led me to a little beautiful garden, full of flowers and birds drinking out of little cups. The hospital was build up like a dart with a hole in the middle and that hole was this garden. I guess it was there to make us sick kids feel better or something. He sat down on a bench and took a cigarette out of his jacket. I stared at him disbelievingly, as he put it in between his lips. He just smirked and gave me a funny look. "What?" He asked, "you can't smoke!" I nearly yell, "you already have cancer what the fuck Michael ?!". He just laughs. "I'm not going to smoke this." "Then why do you have it?" I asked confused. "It's like.. I don't know a metaphor. Maybe it's only me thinking like this. But it's like having something between my lips that could kill me. But I won't give it the might to kill me, do you understand what I mean?". I slowly nod, "sounds legit." I just say. He smiles slightly. "So.. What did you want to talk about?" He asked curiously. "Ugh.. I just noticed how you looked when I kissed Lucy and I.. I don't know.. You looked kinda hurt and I just wondered why and I'm sorry if I hurt you in any wa-.." He didn't let me finish my rambling. Suddenly he crashed his lips onto mine with passion and lust. After I got over the shock, I kissed back in the same way. I felt those soft, plump and pink lips moving on mine and my breathing started to get faster. This kiss was full of longing, needing, passion, feelings.. I can't even describe it. It was perfect. Simply just perfect. I felt my heart racing and my cheeks heating up. Suddenly he broke the kiss and looked at me with a weird expression. Then he stood up and just ran inside. I was left taken aback by his reaction.. Wasn't the kiss good? Did I mess up?! I felt tears forming in my eyes and slapped myself. You don't even know him for a day!, I thought. Don't cry over a boy you don't know! You're being hilarious Lucas!
A/N : short update just for Lucy lol I should be sleeping. So.. What do you think? Is Muke already happening or nah?
Sorry for mistakes, 1:30am here and I'm tired af.
Good night lovely people.
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FanfictionBoyXBoy 5sos fanfiction. Contains smut, self harm, violence, eating disorder. "Sometimes we have to hurt the ones we love, to save them from our demons"