I need you. || Muke

Chapter 6.

*COULD BE TRIGGERING*

Michaels P.O.V.

I ran away. Again. I ran into the bathroom and now I'm standing there, a broken razor laying on the ground, the blade in my hand. I take a deep breath and slowly push it against my arm. Another deep breath and then I do it. A deep, red cut, opening up immediately, filled with blood. I stare at it fascinated. It hurts, but in a good way. In the way I deserve for being such a dick towards the boy I love. I can still hear him crying in the living room.. Why did I do this? I'm so worthless. I hurt everyone. I shouldn't be allowed to live.

Another cut.

I'm just that faggot everybody hates.

Cut.

I should quit the band, I suck anyways.

Cut.

I hurt Luke.

Cut.

I'm a piece of shit, exactly like my dad always told me.

Cut.

I take a look at my arm. God. It's completely covered in red. There's blood everywhere, dripping into the sink and onto the floor. I start cleaning and bandaging the wounds, watching how the white gaze gets red dots after a while. Whatever. I clean up the rest of the bathroom, trying to get every single red spot. I change into a sweater and then go to the living room.

"M-Mikey..?" I hear Luke sob.

"Don't talk to me faggot."

Luke P.O.V.

"Don't talk to me faggot." Did that just really exit HIS mouth? Exit the mouth of that sweet caring boy? The boy who gave me a blowjob not even an hour ago?!

"Why did you just suck my dick if I'm a faggot?" I ask, my voice cold like ice. I see his whole body tensing up, as he jumps on me and starts punching me in my stomach.

He tortures me for what feels like forever, until my vision gets blurry and everything goes black.

A/N: uh uh cliffhanger. I'm a bitch I know.

Funny how the introduction has got 17 views but only 8 people went on reading.. Like seriously guys you know after reading the introduction if you like a story or you don't? Lol.

Well whatever.

Hope you like it.

Don't hate me for making a dick out of Michael. He's going to be nice again.. Well maybe.

Don't hate me for writing really short chapters, I don't have much time to write.

Good night lovely people out there.

Love xx