I need you. || Muke

Chapter 15.

I love you guys so much.

-Luke's POV-

I walk to Michaels room and just like barge into the room, not even bothering to knock.
I see his shocked expression when he sees me and I just shut down his stereo.
"We need to talk.", I say. My voice sounding sorta icily.
"T-tomorrow ..?", he asks, somewhat insecure, but there's no way I'd give in now. I'd be the scared pathetic whimp I am again by tomorrow.
"No. Now." I hiss.
He just nods and sits down on his bed, shifting uncomfortably. "Calum told you guys 'bout my past right..?", I just nod. No need to lie.
"Did he tell you about Vic then?", I shake my head no.
He gulps heavily and I can see he's about to start panicking..
"Mikey .. Sweetheart.. You can tell me anything you want ya know..?" I hug him and mumble sweet nothings into his ear until he calms down again. As soon as his breathing is normal again and I can feel him relax in my arms.
"V-Vic.... W-was my first boyfriend.." He whispers and I feel a pang of jealousy in my chest. He's still not over his first boyfriend... I was so stupid not to notice it. God and I spent more than three years loving this guy..
"W-when I got diagnosed with cancer again... H-he was so worried that he kinda raced to the hospital... H-he got in a car crash and died..", he's full on sobbing again and I hug him even tighter then before.
"I-it's my fault...", he cries out. "That's the reason that I can't be with you... I killed him.. I'm going to hurt you or kill you too..".
I stare at him, mouth agape. What the actual fuck?!
"Michael that wasn't your fault!! I promise it wasn't!", I say and just smash my lips onto his.
I feel him kiss back and smile slightly. I push him down gently and straddle him, before I hug him and nuzzle my head into his chest.
"I love you Michael... I've loved you for years and you know that.. And no matter what you do, I won't give up. I'll fight for you, because that's what loving people do.. I want to be with you and I want you to kiss me and cuddle me and fuck me senseless and kiss me goodnight and all that cheesy stuff.." I say and kiss his chest.
I frown when I feel him chuckle slightly. "Was that so funny Michael ?"
"No but... You want me to fuck you senseless?", he smirks.
I blush fiercely, only now fully realizing what I said.
"N-no...! I mean.. Er...." I stutter, when I suddenly feel his lips cut me off.
"First, I love you too.. Second.. I'll fuck you senseless whenever you want me to.."

"What about now?", I suggest and he immediately rolls us over..

A/N: this was shit. I couldn't think about anything better.

You know what's crazy? A few weeks ago I met my wattpad idol and now we're friends.

@tinkerirwin (fuck it doesn't work -.-) I LOVE YOU BABY ❤️❤️❤️❤️