I need you. || Muke

Chapter 4.

*three years later*

~ Luke's P.O.V.

So much happened through the last three years.. Where do I start? Ok firstly, a few weeks after that... Accidental make out session (?) Ashton met Calum at a club and they got along very well so Michael and I had to deal with each other. We actually never liked each other at that time, but by now we're like brothers. I guess fighting cancer brought us together. We're both in remission at the moment, so we're pretty damn fine. Since Michael and Calum already played some music together and I had got a YouTube channel we decided to try and play together. By now we're famous, because we went on tour as One Direction's opening act, which was pretty cool because we got to play in the biggest arenas all over the world. About that kiss with Michael in that garden.. It never happened again. And I'm hopelessly in love with Michael Clifford... He just doesn't seem to like me back. We're currently cuddling on the couch, like friends cuddling - not more, as he smiles at me. I feel my heart racing. "Hm?" I sleepily ask, "nothing.." He smirks, "I'm hungry.". "You're always hungry Mikey shut up.." I mumble. I want to sleep. "I want to go eat a pizza.." He makes a puppy face and starts pinching me in my sides. I giggle and open my eyes again. "No!" I said dead serious. He makes big eyes and I feel like a ship sinking into the great green ocean of his eyes... "But I love you !" He says and pouts. "What???" I asked and sat up, surprised by his statement. Oh shit... Normally I'm able to keep calm when he says that, but being tired and annoyed isn't really a good base for concentration. He looks surprised and then serious. "Like a brother. You know that right?" He says somehow coldly. Ouch. I try my best not to look hurt, but I fail miserably. His face softens. "Hey I'm sorry .." He says feeling guilty. "It's ok.." I whisper and get up, "I just need to change.." I say quietly and walk out of the room.

~ Michael's P.O.V.

I'm left on the couch. What's wrong with him? It's not like I've never said "I love you"s before, he never reacted like this. I need to try my best to not kiss him all the time... When I kissed him three years ago, in that hospital garden, he looked so taken aback and I just knew that he would never in a million years feel the same for me as I do for him. Because the truth is that I'm hopelessly in love with Lucas Robert Hemmings. I want to kiss him good morning and good night everyday, to sing love songs for him, to cuddle with him and kiss his forehead like a boyfriend would.. I want to kiss away his tears when he's crying because of all the hate again, I even want to have all that dirty sexual things with him I always wanted to experience.. But who would want to do all that stuff with someone like me? I'm not muscular, I'm pale, I've got red really thin hair, I'm not even handsome.. Nobody would want me. I'm worthless and a little fag. But I'm ok with that and I'm not going to cut or something, it just hurts. Well.. I take my phone and start scrolling through twitter. Hate.. Hate... Hate.. The haters are strong today. Ouch.

@Michael5SOS : ok I get it. I'm worthless, fat and ugly.

Not even a minute later I see Luke answered my tweet.

@Luke5SOS : @Michael5SOS let the haters hate. You're perfect.

I have to laugh as I see all the enthusiastic answers of fans :

"MUKE!!!"

"MUKE IS REAAALLLLL"

"OH MY GOD MY FEELS"

I smirk and tweet something new.

@Michael5SOS : WHAAAAT MUKE IS REAL?! OMG OMG OMG FANGIRL ATTACK *faints*

@Luke5SOS : I CANT EVEN I CANT EVEN I CANT EVEN @Michael5SOS

I laugh and make my way to his room. I open the door without bothering to knock I mean hey he's my best friend I'm allowed to see him in every situa-... Oh. I didn't expect that. Luke's lying on the bed... Naked. His eyes are closed and I hear soft moans escaping his lips, as he gently rubs his hard and very big dick. My mouth falls open and I almost start to drool. OH.MY.GOD. That's so hot. I can't get ahold of myself and start to slowly and quietly make my way to his bed. What am I doing ?! I'm like hypnotized. I don't even say a word as I sit down on his bed and gently push his hand away from his dick. Damn it's huge.. And perfect. He opens his eyes shocked and wants to say something. I smirk. "Sssssshhht.." I shush him and gently put my hand around his dick. It feels so good.. Smooth like velvet and still hard like a rock. And it feels hot like fire in my hand. I start rubbing it gently as he moans loudly and stares at me with a shocked expression. I should stop doing this. He will kill me.. He's not even gay, is he? Slowly I start to kiss the top of his dick. I don't know what's even happening to me. I just want to suck it to his pleasure, until he cums directly into my mouth. And that's what I do. I suck him hard until he explodes in a climax and screams my name. Then I stand up and run away.

A/N : uh uh cliffhanger and smut.

Muke is NOT happening yet, don't hope too early *evil laugh here*

Ugh I've had a really exhausting journey today and someone died on the train so it's the only update for today. I'm dead tired.

Good night lovely people.

Love xx