Luke P.O.V.
I feel I'm waking up. It feels so good.. Until the pain hits me. Oh my god I want to fall into unconsciousness again. But much worse than the physical pain was the one in my heart.
I feel how it tries to beat properly but fails miserably.
It's broken.
Torn in pieces.
It hurts..
I know he doesn't mean the things he says. I know he's just insecure, but that's no reason to beat me up..
Maybe it is because I gained weight?
I look down to examine my stomach.
Fat.
Damn.
I need to do something about this.
I think I need a diet.
"Luke?.." I hear someone whisper, "yes Michael?" I answer coldly.
"I'm sorry.. But I can't take this. I'm going to make a living hell out of your life and there's no way to stop me. It's to your best." He says and I can't believe what I just heard.
"W-what..?" I ask a little too late. He's already gone.
I feel like crying. Where are Calum and Ashton when I need them?
I bet Calum's with Lucy.. They're inseparable. And Ashton met this girl a few weeks ago and they're dating.
Her name is Paige and she's a blonde, beautiful, absolutely stunning girl. I'd totally go straight for her.
But I still need them here now... I can't disturb them. They're going to be mad and Ashton would probably beat the shit out of Michael. He definitely would.
I'm screwed.
A/N: short school break update :D
It sucks I know.
I'm going to update again today, it isn't long cause I've only got a break for a cigarette and it's not edited and I had to write this in like 10 minutes.
Have a good day/afternoon/evening/night whatever ahaha.
Much love xx
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ФанфикBoyXBoy 5sos fanfiction. Contains smut, self harm, violence, eating disorder. "Sometimes we have to hurt the ones we love, to save them from our demons"