I need you. || Muke

Chapter 9.

A/N: OMG GUYS ARE YOU FORREAL ?? OVER 80 VIEWS!!?! I LOVE YOU I THOUGHT ITLL BE LIKE 10 VIEWS OR SOMETHING BC I SUCK BUT OMG I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH

Luke P.O.V.

I called Calum and now him, Ashton and me sit in a circle, me having red puffy eyes because I can't stop crying.

"He did what?.." Calum whispered, not trusting his own voice not to break.

"He cut.." Ashton shrugged "and told Luke how he's a dirty faggot.."

Calum's jaw clenched and I saw his body tense. "He told him what?!"

"A faggot. I guess I deserve it for being in love with him."

He sighs. "Ok... Please tell us the whole story from the beginning ok?"

I take a deep breath.. That's none of their business. This is all mine, the moments I've had with him.. But they need to know, just to know how to help him.

So I tell them everything.

(A/N: you know the story so I won't write it bc lazy)

After I finished, I see how Calum's on the verge of tears and Ashton just looks kinda upset.. Why does he look upset?! I've got no idea..

"I've got to tell you something guys.. About Michael's past.." Calum shrugs, not sure if he should tell us.

"Tell us." I demand, earning surprised and somehow proud faces from both boys for finally starting to say my opinion and not caring about others opinions anymore.

"Ok Luke.." He sighs,

"Listen. When Michael was really young, like, 5 years old, his Mom committed. After that his Dad started drinking alcohol and he got really abusive.. I can't remember even one day when I didn't see a bruise somewhere on him. I remember how small he was.. Always crying and clinging onto me, because he didn't know where else to go. When he was like 11 or 12, i don't know exactly, he ran away from home, started taking drugs, became addicted.. I always had to watch and couldn't help him.." Tears start to fall as he tells us the story. I hug him, and he goes on.

"Then the cancer started... He stopped taking drugs then, fortunately.. The reason I tell you all of this is, to show you that he never had it easy. He got always kicked back down again. He used to cut years ago.. I can imagine how worthless he feels, how he thinks nobody besides me would ever love him and how he screams and kicks around just to hold anybody else away.. Luke you just have to show him how you really want him, that you're ready to fight for him. He's difficult to handle, I know, but try it, if you really want it. And if you hurt him, I'll rip your balls out, got me?" He finishes, being dead serious.

I slowly nod.

"I'm ready to fight. I love him."

"Then show me"

I hear a raspy, broken voice coming from the living room door. I turn around seeing Michael standing there, just about to turn around and go back to his room.

"I will." I whisper.

A/N: I cried :(

Just a filler because I'm bored on my way to school lol see ya later alligator.

Love xx