Calum P.O.V.
I'm dead bored. I want to get out of this shitty hospital. What is this fuck ? Just because that damn driver couldn't help but drive drunk I'm forced to stay in this fucking bed. I'm going to kill this prick.
This gives me too much time to think. About the band. About Luke and Michael. What is going to happen if they get in a fight and one of them quits ? Luke is going to break if Michael doesn't stop doing what he's doing (a/n: see what I did there ?) and probably he's going to quit. Since Ashton wouldn't be very pleased with that, he'd go for Luke and if Michael doesn't change his behavior I won't stick with him. So the band would split and what would we do then? Go on as a three men band? We could split Michaels lyrics but still it wouldn't be the same. And in the worst case Michael would become suicidal again and we'll lose him forever.
This is all too complicated and I'm not the guy for complicated things. Dammit.
Luke P.O.V.
As I'm packing the things for Calum I get time to think. I love Michael.. And he loves me, as far as I know. So why does he treat me like this? this is really shit. I don't want our friendship to end like this.. Oh well fuck Calum, he can wait. I need to talk to Michael.
A/N: sorry for not updating so long.

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FanfictionBoyXBoy 5sos fanfiction. Contains smut, self harm, violence, eating disorder. "Sometimes we have to hurt the ones we love, to save them from our demons"