Five Times I Met You

The Fourth Montasary

" Always together ,yet forever apart"

21 May

It's my fourth month with Ray  he is still in his hometown and I'm in the city waiting eagerly for him to come back

I didn't get to talk to him the whole day because of network problem and stuffs so I was  just waiting for him to  come online so I can wish him  on our fourth month together

After a while he came online we had our daily usual conversation about how our day was and many other stuffs

When I wish him I wrote quite a long paragraph  "Happy four  months together baby  I'm happy because it's you ,sometimes I cried missing you and sometimes I smiled but among all that you were the reason behind it , they say a relationship in which God is kept first it always last long let us also keep God in our relationship  first because I want us to be forever"

Ray was overwhelmed with my words because when he texted ,it left me in tears  he was never the one to  express feelings so when he did it was beautiful  "Same to you nanu ,you are one of my greatest gift of God and I thank him for this in my prayers everyday "

"I love you nanu , you made me cry I can't promise I will be mature all the time because if it's about you I do get possessive and emotional " I told him

To which he replied  "I don't know anything except I love you I love you I love you I love you  that's all  , all I know is that I love you and nothing else"

After that I talked with him on call did the very couple thing which was  kissed each other through call I find it weird but guess it's cute when you are in love.

After that we ended the call and said good night to each other I was happy because at least I got to talk to him .

But guess there was a slight pain in me  because I was not able to meet him sometimes even the best memory have a bit of pain in it .

Life do give us everything in equal portions while I was happy because of the conversation I had with Ray but similarly I was upset because we didn't get to meet each other

Among the conversation I had with Ray this was one of the most beautiful moments I'm gonna cherish forever including the one where he confessed he was scared to lose me  and told me how much I mean to him and about how much he loves me.

This person makes me seriously so happy ! But what if we fail ? What will happen then!  But that will never happen I trust Ray and I know he is never gonna do that to me  I know I took the right decision by giving him my heart  I know he will keep it safe  ,Ray will never break me

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Days passed by Ray said after some days he will be back in his academy I wanted to meet him but things did not
Work out and we were not able to meet 

Ray bought me some stuffs from his hometown when we met last time he got me some eatables  and by now I'm done eating them all

He was asking me if I want more and stuff and I said "I want you " to which he gave a very cheesy yet sweet answer " I'm all yours "

He is all mine but sometimes he seems distant because of communication gap   well he tried to meet me  during one of his day off, he came to meet me in city square when I requested him to meet me there because I was supposed to do shopping with my mother

But unfortunately I ran out of battery and was not able to contact him  I looked around city square to see if I could find  him but all in vain ,our timing was off he waited in city square for almost 3 hours for me .

When I got back home I texted him that I was back home and I was sorry for wasting his time  and not being able to meet him .

But he brushed the topic away saying "it's fine things happen we can meet other time" ,  he really is very nice but unfortunately sometimes I get pissed when I feel things are not working out well .

And end up getting mad at him ,but he handles me well and I'm blessed to be with someone who can handle me so well and love me.

Well I can say that he is mature enough to handle me yet crazy enough to love me