Five Times I Met You

Downfall?

"Since forever isn't forever let's just vibe till whenever!"

Things are not working out well between me and Ray these days  we hardly talk to each other and his replies are getting shorter.

The day I met him last time the very evening I actually did piss him off  alot I was a bit upset about something and I messed up things with him

It's almost a week that we did not talk or text with each other ,well it was common between us since he always does that he used to text me only during weekends

But this time it felt weird something inside me felt empty Asif I was going to loose something  maybe that's just my imagination since I tend to overthink things alot .

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Weekend
I had my usual conversation with Ray
He asked me if I had my tuitions today I said I don't and he said  okay fine

It felt weird since he never asked me about it so I asked him why and he said he was thinking to meet me since he will be leaving for his country side again

I suddenly had the urge to meet him but I was under house arrest for causing trouble last time I told him i can't come to meet him and he said it was fine

The day went by I thought Ray left for his country side since he did not text me after that

Next Day

I saw Ray was online so I texted him aking where he was he said he was in city square I was shocked since I thought he left for his country side the previous day .

Are you serious I questioned him
Yeah I'm in city square he replied
If I had known earlier I would have come to meet you I told him
"I asked you yesterday if you had tuitions but you said you don't, so "

"Yeah that's because I don't have tuitions on Sunday"  I told him i was supposed to go to school today for practice but I didn't go and he said said it was fine

Later on I hunged up the call I wanted to meet him so badly before he leaves for his country side since the past few days we did not talk well and our conversations often led to fights between us .

I was thinking for a way to get out of my house so I was thinking for a reason of what my mother won't be suspicious  I kept on thinking when suddenly my phone ringed it was my friend sodi who called me .

She called me to ask me if she can borrow one of my dress for the school function and I said sure and I took that as I reason and got out of my house to meet Ray

On my way out I called him and told him that I'm coming to meet him he was obviously shocked Now ? He questioned yes  was all  I said 

I asked him what time his bus was leaving he said it will leave at 2 pm shoot! It's already 1 now how can I meet him  it takes almost more than an hour to reach city square .

I called up Angel asked her if she can drop me off in city square she seemed hesistant  , she didn't want to drop me  I could sense it she was making up reasons later on I said it's fine I will just catch a cab

From the time I started dating Ray
Angel friendship with her friend back home started to get sour.At some point maybe it was my fault and I know Angels blames me for it  ,Angel was never supportive about my relationship with Ray  she would say she is happy for me but sometimes it didn't feel that way maybe that's  just my assumption..

I called up Nemo told her about the situation and she said she was going there in city square with her family and told me to immediately come in her house but I realized it will be awkward and I would  be very late if I went over her place

So I told her I will take a cab and she wished me luck
To meet the love of my life.