Five Times I Met You

The Last time

                  "One last time"

3 September

I waited for a cab for like 5 minutes which seemed like forever to me  and then I got one ,the cab did not move even for a minute or two and then boom traffic ,it was a very bad one

I kept on praying to God to help me meet Ray this once,to help me meet him one last time before he goes away   to help me this once  I prayed really hard.

It usually takes like a hour and a half to reach city square because of traffic jam but that day I reached there in less than 20 minutes which was not less than any miracle.

When I was halfway I called Ray I told him I'm almost there and he said he is coming after I reached city square I was waiting for him near the entrance

So after 15 minutes he arrived he had cuted his hair extremely short like very short it kinda looked funny but he was still carrying that look well.

He was out of breath when he reached near me because he was running we went near the subway but it was too crowded so we decided to roam around  the mall

This time I don't want to regret anything so I held his hands we were talking and he asked me how  I decided to come  meet him so I told him that I was not happy with our previous conversation   and I didn't want to let him go with him being upset with me.

Flashback

Saturday evening

  we were talking I was waiting for his call but since he did not call me so I called him when he picked up I asked him why he did not call me and he said he was waiting for me to call him we had a very sweet conversation but I decided to talk about something serious and I took out some topics which I felt I shouldn't have taken out we were talking about that topic I remember telling him that if the day ever comes when he thinks or feel that he can't love me  ,which I hope never comes I wanted him to tell me directly that he can't be with me anymore rather than cheating or ignoring things he was quiet and giving a very numb response and after sometime Ray bursted out in a way saying that he don't like talking about all these things when he is in a relationship with me he told me if I am tired of him then I should  just leave him  we almost had an argument with each other later on we hanged up the call Ray never talked to me in a way he did today he was accusing me of getting bored by him which was definitely not true .

Present
He was smiling he kept on asking me if I want to have anything or if I was hungry I said no I just wanted to talk to him and that's all

Ray's friends kept on calling him asking where he was ! there bus was supposed to leave at 2:30 and he came to meet me around 1:45 and he needs atleast 15 minutes in hand to go back to the bus station .

After sometime it was time for him to leave he asked me how I Was  going  back home I said I will take a cab and he was advising me to take care of myself he was holding my hand the whole time and was playing with it   I told him to take good care of himself.

He was leaving me behind saying bye
Which I did not like at all I asked him for a hug and he gave me a hug when he hugged me I moved a bit forward and tried to kiss him in his cheeks which landed on his jaws I realized I was actually very short in front of him  I saw a surprised reaction on his face .

After that we broke the hug and he said that he needs to leave or else he would  be late  I told him I will walk him till the mall entrance we held hands for the last few steps we were taking together

It definitely felt very sad to see him go away ,after we reached the entrance I was checking his jaw if he got a lipstick stain from me and he was laughing at my actions and he waved at me goodbye when he left  it started to downpour heavily the moment he started to walk away from me and I waved him back good bye

I stood there near the entrance  watching him walked away from me it felt Asif this is  the last time I'm going  to see him ,I quickly pushed that though behind my mind  it felt like Ray was taking away a piece of me with him .

I  saw him  slowly disappearing away in the crowd with the rain pouring heavily  it felt Asif the clouds are crying for the disaster which is going to happen or has the disaster already Happened!