" It's hard to turn the pages of a chapter when you know the other person won't be there anymore"
A week later
It's a week already and I didn't have any contact with Ray I do understand that he is busy but is he that busy that he cannot even give me a call
All my texts, calls, message are getting ignored I'm not getting even a single reply for anything once I called Ray but no one picked up in the first ring so when I called again a girl picked up saying he is not home which was odd
He never leaves his phone behind when he goes out I tried everything I can to talk to him but all in vain
It feels as if he is doing it on purpose
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Sky called me the previous day and told me that Ray will be back to hostel today I was shocked because he did not inform me anything I still cannot get in touch with him
Janier called Nemo a while earlier while I was with her and she asked about Ray Janier told that Ray is near him so he was trying to force him to talk to me but he said he will call me later
I bursted out I knew something was off and that's it ,he have been ignoring me for like 3 weeks already and even today It was supposed to be our 8th month together and I'm sure he don't even remember it
I cried I really did cry allot I questioned myself what was wrong? Why is he doing this to me? Did I do something wrong?
Yet I'm not able to find any answers for myself I was scared that he might do this and he is actually doing it he is leaving me behind
I tried many ways to console myself saying he is doing it because he is joining marines and he wants to concentrate in his work or maybe because he wants me to do well in my work and not miss him much while he was away
But somewhere deep down I knew these are all lies that I'm feeding myself yet I still wanted to believe it
Ray is not even realizing what he is doing to me by ignoring me he is depriving me of my rights to love him to care for him yet I cannot do anything
All I can do is wait for him to come to me and say sorry baby I was just kidding you or I wish all this is just a dream and I will just walk out of this dream
Only I know how many nights I have cried myself to sleep thinking about him our moments and his actions right now it breaks me it breaks my heart to see him doing this to me
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